we all do.
RIP Chester Bennington
20/03/1976 - 20/07/2017
You will never be forgotten
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we all do.
RIP Chester Bennington
20/03/1976 - 20/07/2017
You will never be forgotten
A year ago today we filmed the music video for “Savior”. I was quite nervous, but determined to make it come together and had a wonderful team in place to make it happen. The whole time I was thinking “What would Chester do?” Not realizing it was the anniversary of his death. That day I did my best to channel his energy along with so many of my idols, some still with us and some not. At that point 2019 was really looking great and I was enjoying myself... that wasn’t the case for the second half of the year. As someone who has suffered greatly at the hand of anxiety, depression, and suicidal ideation I wanted to use this post as an opportunity to spread awareness. It took me months until I couldn’t stand to live in the state I was in anymore, it came out it no where. Mainly in the form of burn out, I had to change my life drastically to get my brain healthy again. Many people have told me “You seem fine”. Well, some of us who suffer are masters as hiding it. If you’re anything like me I ask you to find what strength you have in you to reach out and get the help you need. This is the only life you have and you’re worthy of living it with as little suffering as possible. I survived, Chester didn’t. And it’s a reminder every day to be grateful when I wake up in the morning. It’s a reminder that I’m still able to make art. It’s a reminder that some days will be harder than others, but there are people who care about you and you can find relief and learn coping skills to utilize when you get worn down again. Some people scold me and roll their eyes when I make posts like this: You’re part of the problem and best ignored. It’s hard for me to listen to Linkin Park songs since his departure. Part of me is excited to hear the music that has shaped me as a songwriter, but there also lingers a sadness that mourns Chester not being with us anymore. Today I’d like to take a moment to remember him in all his greatness and as a voice who changed our generation. Today I celebrate all the beautiful art he left for us. And today I have gratitude for him in greatly inspiring “Martyr” and this music video. #ripchesterbennington #mentalhealthawareness #suicideawarness (at Oshawa, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/CC3ZCB9jE4h/?igshid=185yan9denc9x
Happy Birthday @chesterbe Who cares if one more light goes out. Well I do Still we miss you 😔 #linkinpark #chesterbennington #chester #ripchester #ripchesterbennington #linkinparkmemes #lpfamily #lp #hybridtheory @linkinpark #linkinparksoldier #chesterwaslove #happybirthdaychester #numb #makechesterproud #intheend #posttraumatic #linkinparkart #music #rock #fuckdepression #robbourdon #braddelson #mikeshinoda #davefarrell #mrjoehahn https://www.instagram.com/p/BvPAbhiHm7h/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1t0qh2jau6g5d
to: chester
from: your fans
you pulled the biggest oxymoron of the century
told us you cared
then wound up doing the exact same thing
you warned us not to
now when we think of you
we struggle to remember all the good things
and leave out all the rest
because you explicitly told us to
but we can't help but feel disappointed
can't help but feel lied to
how could you ever doubt
the level of trust we had in you
you told us you cared
you told us you do
and we burnt those notes into the ground
we cleaned out the medicine cabinet
we put the ropes back where they belonged
only to find you hanging from one in the end
and when they took you down
you left us numb
don't get me wrong
we still love you
i don't think we have the ability not to
but you took us from one step closer
crawling across new divides
all the way to one more light
and now we don't know what to do
you've left a whole nation
of which you were the ruler
trying to scream no more sorrow like you did
and mean it
it feels like when we finally found somewhere we belong
finally found the keys to the kingdom
it was all for nothing
because that carefully constructed castle of glass
has shattered now that you're gone
and nobody's listening to us anymore
so we're just waiting for the end
waiting to be free of the pain and hurt of missing you
waiting for a light that never comes
1 year ago... Still feels unreal that it happened... 😢 Although I didn't follow their career after the first 2 albums, I checked what they were doing from time to time. So, it was a shock when I open the TV and saw the news one year ago... Now listening to their songs and reading the lyrics with attention, the signs were there, the cry for help was there... 😔 #ripchesterbennington #makechesterproud #linkinpark
And don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Happy Birthday Chester Bennington
#FastRepost from @talking.to.myself by @fastrepost_app ••• .. if you can't get someone out of your head, maybe they are supposed to be there.. . . . #linkinlove #LPoneFamily #lpfamily #iamthechange #320changesdirection #fuckdepression #makechesterproud #linkinpark #chesterbennington #ripchesterbennington #ripchester #chesterbenningtonisperfec You are emblazoned there 4ever