#ripgrumpynortherner

[lucydorling1980]

I wish you were still here to hold my hand. I miss you Grumpy, I can’t tell you how just bloody much #iloveyou #ripgrumpynortherner #jessglynne https://www.instagram.com/p/Bri3KnAHf-8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ou3c09gy0de9

[lucydorling1980]

I’m missing you my love, I hope you know I played this when we were forced to say goodbye to you. How many happy hours did we sing along?? You’re a soldier and a fighter. I just hope you know how much I love and miss you ♥️♥️♥️ #ripgrumpynortherner https://www.instagram.com/p/BqIhkGuncQs/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1izu9wc2mu82t

[lucydorling1980]

A different blog post as today is #worldsuicidepreventionday and while obviously it is too late for my love, I want to be a voice to campaign for better mental health care. I still feel huge amounts of guilt when it comes to Andy’s death, at Christmas he will have been gone for a year which I can’t believe has happened so fast. I don’t want another family to go through what we have had to, for medical professionals to spend more time on assessments that literally are between life and death. I also want to give my appreciation to @poornabell and @mattzhaig both of which are brilliant at writing and campaigning for better mental health. My life has been shattered and if that can be prevented then please let us all talk #ripgrumpynortherner #ripmylove #imissyou #iloveyou #worldsuicidepreventionday #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthawarenessformen #suicideprevention #lossbysuicide (at Witney, Oxfordshire) https://www.instagram.com/p/BniWa37nTeR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1kobfkixc8w9r

[lucydorling1980]

“You are my fire The one desire Believe when I say I want it that way But we are two worlds apart Can't reach to your heart When you say That I want it that way...” APS I miss you so much, you still hold my broken heart 💔 RIPmylove #youholdmyheart #imissyou #ripgrumpynortherner (at Witney, Oxfordshire)