All this stuff in the news has me feeling nostalgic about my past for some reason. But anyway, I was looking through my achieves and my last semester at UMBC. Its kind of beautiful how its filled with such painful challenges yet such beautiful closures at the same time. It was the epitome of bittersweet. I feel like now I'm just chilling, but still I miss feeling something...or do I? Now all my feelings are for myself and my future, not really other people. I feel like my hear that I've worked so hard to keep open is now lonely. What is going on with my heart right now? I am changing?









