#rkkikwang

[rktiffxny]

♡ ; letters never sent pt. 3

LOADING PLAYLIST ↺ . . .

( 1. hands down by dashboard confessional , 2. monster by tiger jk and yoon mirae 3. the other side by jason derulo , 4. again by kehlani , 5. knew better by ariana grande  ) 

dear kikwang, 

          trc isn’t the same without you, neither is seoul. oh, and i guess i miss you ㅋ i should insist you come back to seoul for my debut. that’s right, you read right! my debut! it’s weird though, you were one of the reasons i was able to move to seoul and now you’re not here. sometimes it doesn’t feel right, how could you leave? after all we would say about not leaving each other 

          your mom will be one of my biggest fans right? that’s right, i’m really writing you about your mom and not you. i like her most, sorry not sorry. no, really i . . . i hope you know how lucky i was and how happy i am to have you in my life. you did more for me than you’ll ever know. i don’t think i would have gotten this far without you. maybe we didn’t stay so close after three years. i got signed, you got signed, you got a girlfriend without telling me for weeks you asshole, things happen, right? 

          i want you to know i’m still always here for you, even if i’m going to be busier. you’re still a good friend to me. i still wish you were around. everything’s so overwhelming right now. tell your family hi for me okay? i miss them too! keep an eye out for me okay? we’ll top the charts in no time heh 

[rktiffxny]

[ sms → teafany ] happy birthday, boo. i miss you and that pretty smile of yours. my fam told me to tell you they said happy birthday too. i hope you have a bomb ass day, tiff.

( outgoing! ty-ler lockwood ) ding ding ding!! looks like lee kikwang is first ( outgoing! ty-ler lockwood ) 니가 처음이야 ~   처음이야 ~ ( outgoing! ty-ler lockwood ) thank you, boo. i miss you too ( outgoing! ty-ler lockwood ) this is rly cute who allowed u deleted( outgoing! ty-ler lockwood ) you still owe me a ride one day!! minki insists too. he keeps asking me when /his/ kikwang hyung is going to visit him( outgoing! ty-ler lockwood ) hdu steal him from me 

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(* her gaze lingers on the texts long after she taps the send button, a few scrolls up and down because she can’t help but feel a certain tug at her heart when she reads “my fam told me to tell you they said happy birthday too.” she doesn’t expect them to remember, to be quite honest, she’s not sure she expected a text from kikwang right at midnight. or anyone. another slump she’s fallen into lately but it’s her birthday of all days and if it starts this way, she can’t help smiling )

[rktiffxny]

[ sms → teafany ] OH BAYYY BAAAAAAAY

(* idle fingers tap against the notification when her phone lights up again. squints, does she wait it out or — )

[rktiffxny]

[ sms → teafany ] KNOW THAT UR THAT ONE FOR ME IT'S CLEAR FOR EVERYONE TO SEE

( inbox closed! ) 

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(* gives up momentarily because he’s seriously serenading her through text. a brief moment of regret because she used to do this to him all the time — is this retribution? )

[rktiffxny]

[ sms → teafany ] you never see it comin' cause you're blinded from the start

( outgoing! ty-ler lockwood ) know that ur deleted

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(* eyes narrow because wOW let me finish a text, lee kikwang )

[rktiffxny]

[ sms → teafany ] there's always that one person that will always have your heart....

( outgoing! ty-ler lockwood ) u never see it comin deleted 

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(* she doesn’t get to finish the text because more begin to flood in. um, wait a minute — ) 

[rksoyou]

◜mistaken prostitute » lkk*kjh ◞

inspiration for prompt

◜   ┅━ › Okay, I can do this…. I’m going to eat outside, in a restaurant, by myself. I will go outside and not be embarrassed or get flustered when the ahjumma asks me for my order, I can do this. I will treat myself nicely today! Right before I walked from the shop to my favorite restaurant around here, I patted my purse open to confirm I still had my cash in there for the enormous meal I was preparing to have. I proudly walked down the street and held the piece of paper of my order if I ever forget what I want when they ask me.

It was a normal day, nothing special, no holiday. Just a normal Saturday where adults already rushed to work and students were pressured in school. I found myself completely dazed in the normal life that surrounded me. Everyone around here was normal and they all had their own simple lives that they had to carry on. After walking a few blocks, my phone vibrated in my jeans. Shit– did uncle need me? Did I forget to do something for him? I saw the caller id and there was my doctor’s office number– alright that means no harm is in way. I stopped at the corner of the block and pressed answer on the phone. I really didn’t want to walk and talk because I’d probably get lost and… I’d get hit by a car. Which is very common– so, the corner it is.

Only a few seconds into my phone call, I was nodding at the confirmation for my uncle’s appointment later. But soon, the voice was blocked out by my senses when a man approached me. His hand was reached in front of him, almost offering me something. My brows furrowed in question at the strange sight until I saw what was in his hand– a nicely folded amount of money.

                      Is this guy offering money to a stranger on a street?

I couldn’t comprehend it fast enough mostly because I was so bewildered that this was happening. Does… he want favors for that money? I forgot what he said while trying to give it to me since my thoughts completely blocked all my senses– but I’m sure he only wanted one thing.Before I could do anything else, I ended up screaming with all that I could. In fear, in desperation for help– a bunch more of emotions… I just felt completely violated.

               » — ❛ YAH!         BYUNTAE!                I AM GOING TO KICK YOU!                DON’T GET CLOSE TO ME.

Tears almost came out of my eyes as I warned him. I threw my shoe at him after slipping it off my foot– almost my phone too but I was sane enough to keep holding that. He dodged each item before screaming above my own volume saying he was just trying to return what I dropped. What a great lie… I couldn’t help but scream even more– to the point where a police officer had to race over to examine the situation for himself.

I ran over to him at first sight and hooked onto his arm. He looked like a nice uncle type of police. He will protect me! I know it! I started telling (border-line slightly screaming at) him the events that just unfolded and the guy stood there, shaking both hands as if he was innocent.

                  » — ❛ HE TRIED TO OFFER ME MONEY!                   I’M NOT EVEN A PROSTITUTE!

[rksxngjae-blog]

❖ living the good life → sungjae + kikwang

rkkikwang:

it was a rather rare occasion that one could find ty out on a weekend’s night anymore given his relentless “job,” but he figured that another night wasted away within his apartment was going to drive him crazy. so here he was, standing, obstinate, outside the club he used to frequent before selling his soul over to tiger jk. would he go in? probably not, but something little in the back on his mind egged him on. it was a terrible idea–that was no fucking doubt. he had to be back at trc at 10 am the next day, there would be no way that was possible if he were to drink tonight. he sighed. no, no he wouldn’t go. not today, anyway. and just as he was beginning to start on his way, hoping his legs would lead him anywhere but here, he hears a voice amid the faint buzzing of the street life around him accompanied by a faint tap upon his shoulder. thick brows raised, and he turned to face the (rather tall) stranger, clearing his throat a bit before rousing his voice, “yeah, uh… this is definitely a club. i used to hear rumors that there was a super secret lower level that served as like an exclusive strip club– but, as much i’d like to see if it’s true, i think it’s bullshit,” he chuckled, “why, you thinkin’ of going in?”

          he really had no clue just what was with this building now, seeing just how different it seemed to be from all the places that he’s been to before in the short span of time that he’d been allowed in clubs both here in seoul and in los angeles. sungjae was a bit tempted to get inside, but if there was something that was terribly wrong there he’d live to regret it and if the police where to call his dad, he wouldn’t know just what to do. it was one thing that the family already let him live this way, but to get to that point was something he really didn’t to overstep such things in any way. so, the easiest way to go for it was probably to ask someone. it wasn’t a smart choice though, asking some stranger about the place. who knew? he probably was some creepy guy who worked for it or something, luring someone as naive as him about the palce. “a strip club?” his eyes widened, hearing such a thing. he wasn’t sure if that was something that he’d enjoy or not, but he really was pretty curious, even if it was just some plain bar. “yeah. it’s..interesting. would it be stupid if i did?”