#rknarae

[rkahnso]

the end began with lipstick marks. ~ narae ♥

It always started with just that: a kiss. A teasing one that manages to illicit soft giggles and fleeting touches. That slowly turns into a little game of pursed lips and softs gasps. It starts out with just a kiss but it always develops to so much more.

Just as it started with a kiss, that’s exactly how it ended. Tender ones followed by a flush of colour to tint cheeks rosy and a small breath of nervous laughter. The kisses weren’t direct. Firstly just platonic before they grew in meaning. First just tentative kisses on the cheek before made braver and ventured towards a truer destination. Cheek, temple, nose, forehead and finally lips brush against lips. Sweet, true and managed to conjure up more butterflies than the other ever managed.

No, they were no longer kisses shared between the two females. The differences in their meanings of their touches had created a rift between them by that time; one left to move on and the other left bitterly watching as the other female moved on with a new guy. Cute, younger and possibly safer than she was. Less damage was dealt this way.

Narae would only be ever able to watch as Sohee was happier with someone else that wasn’t her. A guy that decisively gave her everything she didn’t get around to. It all started with a kiss. And a kiss was what sealed their fate.

[rkahnso]

at the concert ;

The sight of the crew's set up was nothing strange to her. It was similar to one of her photo shoots. It almost reminded her of England. All the photo shoots that she went to for her mother's company and all. But she didn't see her father behind the camera and her mother wasn't the floor director.

Unsurprisingly, the set was filled with many hopefuls; either excited just to be a part of something great, hoping to have their face shown on television or just to pass time. Many of them seemed eager to be towards the centre. Though there was minimum nudging, Kat made sure to stay by Karen's side, unsure if they would get separated in the crowd of people for the filming of Hyemi's concert.

In the midst of the crowd she could feel soft skin slide against her palm. Surprised, she looked down sharply at what now had a firm grip on her hand. Karen's own hand sliding into hers, fingers interlocking so they would stay with each other. Kat looked up at the other almost questioningly before a wide grin spread onto her face. The only accented English in the sea of Korean caught Sohee's ear. "C'mon! Since we're already here we should make the best out of it." She could only silently agree to her friend, following as Karen used their intertwined hands to be pulled to the front of the crowd. Kat made sure to stay by Karen's side in the crowd, fending off the flushed cheeks threatening to make itself known.

"You know, I doubt people won't want to cast you everywhere after they see you on tv," her friend expressed once they were finally situated at the front of the crowd. The Southern drawl on Karen's words was cute. Always attention grabbing (at least to Sohee it was). "You're being dramatic," Kat replied cooly with a grin. "It wouldn't be the first time I'm on the screen, love." Though Karen was already aware of that, anyhow. She leaned closer to whisper in the other's ear, smirk on her face. "Besides, I much rather see your beautiful face grace my television screen." Her tongue darted out, swiping across her bottom lip at her own cheesiness. She said dumb things like that to Karen all the time (but it wasn't like she was lying, either).

[rkxkiseop-blog]

♫

*writes for Kevin*

U-KISS: Stop Girl

Oh, I’ll be honest with youThis really isn’t over – no more, I’m so tiredOh, I’ll wait a little so please don’t cryTime is ticking and the tears in your eyes tellin’ me goodbye

Some days, I’ll regret it, some days, I’ll cryToday’s the day that I’ll be flyin’ away yeahI’ll give everything for you, I’ll love for youAnd now my heart is depleted but why are you…

Kiseop turned on Kevin, pressing him back against the wall, more desperation and hurt than anger in his eyes. He knew that everything was going wrong, and he just didn’t know how to make it all right s he looked down into the other’s eyes. All of the pain he felt was reflected in Kevin’s eyes, and the teas that welled in the smaller male’s eyes, making him bite his lip and almost turn around, or even..just close the distance, press a kiss to the trembling lips and promise that it would all be ok.

He shook his head gently and pulled away slowly, the smallest apology on his lips in case he had hurt Kevin. “I..didn’t mean to hurt you..” He whispered, stepping back hesitantly, but unable to look at the other, turning away hesitantly. His emotions were conflicting, and all he wanted was to say what he knew Kevin wanted to hear, that they could work it out, that they could make everything be the way that it had been before. 

Just as he turned to leave though, Kevin grabbed his wrist and pulled him back, a weak whimper coming from his lips, breaking every argument that Kiseop could possibly make as he moved back to the other and pressed a hand to his cheek. “Kev…it’s…not..” His words stopped as his lips were suddenly against the smaller male’s, a whimper of his own escaping as he easily melted into the kiss, his arms slipping around Kevin’s waist as he lifted him up in his arms and pressed into the kiss.

That was all it took before Kevin had wrapped his legs around Kiseop’s waist, his arms around his neck and threaded in Kiseop’s hair. The taller male nearly went weak and simply slid to the floor, holding Kevin who ended up on his lap, curled in his embrace. 

He buried his face in the smaller male’s hair, breathing in his scent quietly, the familiar scent that made him feel like nothing in the world could be wrong, as long as he could stay right there. His tears rolled silently down his cheeks, but he refused to let go of Kevin, only held him closer and whispered softly into his ear that he loved him, that it would all be ok. He wanted nothing more than to erase the pain, and he would do anything he possibly could to do so.

From then on, no matter how hard it got, Kiseop stood by his word, protecting Kevin and fighting for the love that they shared, never wanting to lose his love.

[ex-joonyoungrk]

virtual2reality : narae + joonyoung

(' --the reflection in his phone screen was hardly a useful one, but he could feel his bangs messily irritate his eyes and Joonyoung found himself blinking unevenly with watered eyes. the last look he wanted when meeting a friend for the first time was one as if he was sick. he was dressed casually, loose shorts and a stripped shirt; sneakers and his skateboard tucked against the fence beside him. he could heard the children in the park nearby, and people often passed by. a public meeting was necessary for safety.) -- ('--once he was satisfied with his hair, he lowered his phone, and checked for messages and the time. he was surprisingly early by a few minutes; an accident on his part. but she had to be arriving soon. his head loosely rocked to the sides as he glanced around him. he should at least recognize her, he had seen pictures.)