sweet, sweet @insecure-little-flower tagged me! ♥
A - age: only 19 (but my mind is older)
B - biggest fear: the future, that all my loved ones will abandon me because they actually hate me and i will die alone, failure, that i will never achieve my dreams or be happy...... :))))) oh and heights
C - current time: 5:45 pm
D - drink you last drank: some dope ass SPARKLING water y’all
E - everyday starts with: me questioning why i won’t go to bed earlier
F - favorite song: can’t name an all time favorite because there are too!!!! many!!!!! but rn i’m listening to “heaven knows i’m miserable now” at least once a day
H - hometown: a nice city in western germany
I - in love with: scented candles, tea, music and musical theater, disney, marvel, video games, my dog, autumn, girls!!!!, chandler bing
J - jealous of: anyone who has their life together lmao
K - killed someone: my will to live
L - last time I cried: yesterday
M - middle name: michelle
N - number of siblings: one little brother (and two step-siblings but ah well)
O - one wish: being able to study medicine one day and make my family proud
P - person you last called/texted: vivi
Q - question you’re always asked: “so what are you doing now that school’s over?”
R - reasons to smile: my friends and family, lmm’s entire existence, phone calls with martine, when a movie finally comes out after you’ve been waiting for months, nice food, my dad’s silly jokes, pictures of my little brother, cheesy fanfictions, trying to sing entire duets all by yourself, being proud of yourself even for little things, thinking you look good
T - time you woke up: around 10-ish
U - underwear color: who says i’m wearing any? jk jk dark blue and mint
V - vacation destination: i still want to go back to england. one day i’ll return to you, my love
W - worst habit: picking at my skin or nail polish, self-deprecating humor, my tendency to shut myself off and isolate myself from anyone and procrastination
X - x-rays you’ve had done: some for my teeth and i think one or two? when i sprained my thumb
Y - your favorite food: lol this is gonna sound so pathetic but instant noodles????? i dunno i love all food. i’m a foodie
Z - zodiac sign: cancer and proud!
i’m gonna tag @rnissunionjack and @puristicaprice because i’m too shy to tag anyone else but if any of my mutuals wanna, feel free to do this and say that i tagged you lol