Road To RPh #1
I have finally graduated from college! I hardly remember any thing fun, embarrassing moments, hardships or what I learned in class, basically. This is me writing a new series about my journey to get my license. I want to look back all the memories (good or bad) that I encountered during my review or how many times I lost my motivation, cry my heart out, mental breakdowns and get distracted by Kpop. I just want to vent out the stress I’m having by writing it. I don’t have jowa to listen to all my rants lol. On the bright side, this series may also help other students who are also reviewing for their board exam that they’re not alone in this journey. So wish me luck that I’ll continue to post an update!
This is my first entry!
My friend sent me a message telling me to consider this review center. Because the previous board exam questions mostly appeared in that review center. Now I am distressed! Confused even. I suddenly want to enroll to 2 review center but hello i am not that rich. I let my mom read the message my friend sent me and then she suddenly blames me for not listening to her to take the board exam this year. Now I feel bad about myself. I’m typing this post still blaming and questioning myself why I didn’t take it. (Reason: I’m still not prepared and the schedule of the review center is hectic to my Graduation Schedule.)
I have already started reading my reviewers but I only read a few pages - literally. My motivation and desire to study is still not there. Why? I guess, my body is still on “vacation mode” because I am in my hometown. I think my body is used to be chill while I am at home. I’m trying my best to open my reviewers and try to beat my laziness with coffee but nope. It doesn’t work!
Also, my batchmates are signing up to their chosen review center so early. I am anxious because I may not get a slot. Pucha. I seriously don’t know what to do. Let’s just pray that there’s still more slots when I arrive back in Manila.
Now, I don’t know what to do. I keep on slacking, lying in bed for almost 24 hours. My body getting fatter because boredom is giving me the appetite. I’m trying to do the 30 minute study and 15 minute break method but still no use. Brain is still distracted. I might do the 2 minute habit? Like reading your reviewer for 2 minutes only so that my brain will get used to it by not forcing too much energy. I hope it works!
I have to say good bye now. Currently watching Hotel Del Luna! Faye, you can do this. Papasa ka!
