Anon Advice Asks - June 20
chesh anon, midnights anon, future therapist anon (new), roblox anon, @lesvian-princess
chesh anon
Hey Cas,
i write this for a friend
its sad cos they'll never see it
never know it was me but i need to say it
Pase lo que pase, siempre te amaré, y aunque se esté cayendo a pedazos. Oye, estúpido. Siempre. te. amaré. por el resto de la eternidad. Y aunque nunca me lo digas, aunque ahora mismo terminemos, aunque te vayas. Eres la única persona a la que puedo jurar que amaré, pase lo que pase. Una parte de mí lo ama, otra lo odia. Qué curioso, ¿verdad? Porque eres la única a la que jamás podría odiar. Eres mi luna, aunque fluctúes, siempre estás ahí, en mi corazón, en mi alma, en mí.
this is the correct translation
no matter what happens i will always love you and even though its falling to pieces. hey. stupid. i. will. always. love. you. for the rest of eternity. and even if you never say it back, even if right now we end, if you leave. You are the only person I can swear I will love regardless. Part of me loves that, part of me hates that. Funny isn't it, because you're the only one I could never hate. Your my moon, even though you fluctuate, you are always there, in my heart, in my soul, in me.
Thanks :)
XO
Chesh
Sending you love, and lmk if you want to talk about it!
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midnights anon
Hi, Cas!
I had a really bad day for some reason? I got up and my brain didn’t want to exist. I couldn’t go back to bed during the day because that always makes my depression and headaches worse, it’s so grey and dreary outside, and I was mostly alone in the house. I have a stuffy nose, I couldn’t do any hobbies because I was either on the couch aching, or doing summer school (I enrolled in an online course at another college-level highschool so I could skip geo next year and instead do precalc, so I could do calc junior year, and either pick a college math course, or no math at all). My mom invited an aunt to have dinner with us without telling me and mom kept talking about how messy my room was and how there was “so much stuff I needed to get rid of” (I’ve cleaned my room like, 10 times in the past 2 weeks and her “critiques” always stay the same).
I really feel incorrect. Like I’m not a teenager enough. I feel like “summer depression” but girl in red. All my friends are doing things, and it’s good for them but I feel like I’m nothing. I’m not old enough to work but all my friends are. I came back from a trip so I couldn’t really do much on my own accord.
And I sound mean and like a hypocrite, but I feel intimidated/not good about hanging out with school friends over the summer? I love them so much, but I feel like hanging out with them over the summer would stunt my emotional growth a little? They all have external support systems emotionally that aren’t just their school friends. They have organic friends and I want that too so I feel like it’d be good to make friends out and about.
My parents don’t think I’m old enough/mature enough to just, go out to Centre street (a quiet but store-filled street that’s good to hang out and bike in) on my own since I’m not old enough to drive, and I’m not that skilled with my bike (even though I can’t get practice because my parents insist on me being with them when we practice biking, and they nearly never want to go biking, so I can’t practice), so I either have to go to an organized event (like the movie thing, or my friends swim thing), I go with friends (which im trying to do by making new friends), or I go with my parents (I’m not myself around my parents)
And I’d try to go out on walks but my parents want to come with me for those, so I go to the backyard but it’s either wet, so the hammock (now singular since one broke yesterday while I was lying in it, lol) is super wet.
But on the bright side, I’m learning how to use my digital camera better! I took a really cute video of a bee and a duck. The bee was dancing and it was adorable. And the writing thing is tomorrow! So I’ll get to hang out at the library and write around others. I’m kind of nervous though.
Sorry for another ramble, thank you for reading! ✨✨
—midnights anon
Hi!
Okay so I know this is SO much easier said than done but I feel like you're truly overthinking here. You're spending so much time thinking about how to improve yourself, your education, your friendships...what about time on things that make you happy? What makes you happy? You need to spend some time on those things or you're going to burn out and you're not going to improve at all- you'll probably do even less!
What is relaxing and happy for you? What makes you feel good? What makes your brain turn off? I know it feels counterproductive, but you need to spend time on those things, so you don't burn out <3
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future therapist anon
I want to be a therapist when I’m older and apparently people prefer Chat GPT and stuff over real therapists.
I don’t know what to fucking do. I knew what I wanted to do with my life for the first time ever and now it’s being ripped away.
I’m still going so I can still choose my career. I have 3 years left to think about it, but I really wanted to be a therapist. I wanted to be a psychologist. I just wanted to help people.
I hate everything
Hi <3
PLEASE still follow your dream. Trust me when I tell you there are so many people who prefer real people to AI. I am one of them. There's no way in hell I would trust any computer to give me therapy, and I would never recommend that to anyone, either. That sounds so stupid.
There will always be people that need people, and computers can't take away human connection, I promise <3
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Roblox anon
She didn’t respond to anything I texted for hours even if it wasn’t about the hacking and I get that she had a life so I just left it, then we ended up having a conversation about some trend and then we got back to the hacking. (And no, it wasn’t her)
This will have all the typos because I’m lazy but here’s what we said:
Her: Did u fights out how u were in that game
Me: no what game even was it
Her: Idk some random one
Me: I had nothing on my recently played games other than what I’ve actually played
Her: Bros been hacked
Me: It looked like the game was pls donate so I joined and looked around but couldn’t find the spot
Her: I dint think it was pls donate
Me: In settings there’s a button that logs out ur account on everything else so I did that
And that’s the end of that conversation and we haven’t talked about it since but if I ever find out what happened I’ll be sure to update
Well I'm glad you don't seem to have gotten hacked at least! Yes, update me if you ever find out!! <3
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@lesvian-princess
Hi <3
I think the thing is...no matter why people do that, they need help. Someone who has good coping skills and is getting the love and attention and help they need wouldn't be doing that. So whether or not they're hiding it...it's a clear sign that something is wrong. Both A and C need help.
