#rochas313kin

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https://www.tumblr.com/fictionkinfessions/780036554154508288/oh-god-please-no-i-dont-want-this-im-barely-half

Hahahaahahaha. Guess. Guess thats me! (I kinfirmed rochas)

So i guess, to any cappy0s wanderers or 1dashes out there, uuh hii! :D

Hope ur doing well lulz!!!

-rochas313 ( ark / webseries ) kin

(To clarify i sent the ask i linked, i just linked it for clarity!!)

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How it feels when your source is not super popular but has a pretty sizable fandom, but theres only 4 FANFICS LAST I CHECKED and one of them was dead dove: do not eat. And one of them is a oneshot, and the other two are ongoing but havent been updated in a while

And i made one of them.

YEAH THATS RIGHT!!

Ough fuck i hate writers block.

- rochas313 ( arg / webseries ) kin

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I feel like im going to cry, my stomach hurts. I miss my family, i miss the people who weren’t my friends but i was still around them long enough to just want to see them again. As 007n7, I miss my son, he didnt deserve to be forsaken. As rochas313, i miss cappy and faceLULZ. As 1x1x1x1 i am in constant fear of my creator, he hurt me. As infected i miss my dad (unpleasant). And as myself im so tired, i wish i could have been better. I wish i could look like myself again. Im so fucking sorry elliot. Im sorry i left you cappy & faceLULZ, i never chose this but i still left you both. Im sorry, just Please dont be like that again. Im sorry i never stood up for you dad. People shit talked you day in and day out and i did Nothingto help you. Please be ok.

I just hope oneday i can say all of this face to face.

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CAPPY WAS CONFIRMED TRANSMASC CANON LETS GOO!! IM SO HAPPY RN!!!

- rochas313 ( arg / webseries ) kin

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Cappy was rly connected to spawn imagry from my memories, liek- he had a spawn logo halo, n sum othr stuff & i was rlly connected to bunnies/ rabbits, i mean considering i was part bunny it makes sense.

Still looks weird to see myself or cappy w/o that yk?

- rochas313 ( arg / webseries ) kin

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Having awful phantom limbs rn.

I feel so genuinely upset that i dont have my tail or ears, in a way ive never been before, every time i think about them, or remember i had them, or they ‘move’ i feel this unbearable ache.

Spawn i just want to look like myself again D:

And to top it all off, my legs ache for no reason,,

I just dont feel well rn :(

- rochas313 ( webseries / arg ) kin

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