i submitted this to hollandsrecs so i think i’ll have better luck there but i just wanted to ask if anyone had the link / knew the tom series (it’s two parts i think) where tom is a musician and he breaks up with the reader to focus on his career and the reader is paddy’s teacher and their dad is in the hospital and when tom comes home to see the dad he ends up reconnecting with the reader even though the reader already has a boyfriend
i stumbled upon it one day and really loved it!! if anyone knows what i’m talking about pls lmk :)!!!
Since i cant think of an actual story line at the moment, i’ll just write his journal.
Thomas stanley hollands journal-
It wasnt supposed to be this way. Immortality is so boring, so empty. Feeding on young blood when im a hundred times older then them, but the craving is so deep. I cant help myself. Nothing fills my satisfaction, or at least nothing did. So i took a long, long rest. But something called my name, so i sighed and got up, an immediate rush of adrenaline in my veins, my head light as i shook my mates awake.
When me and my fellow friends walked down the improved street we met with...odd people, their clothes black, all different hair styles, just a whole bunch of junkies, i found that out later. But something rung my ear again, so i let it trail me to where im supposed to be. And i ended up at a bar, all the same styles like before, black makeup and black polish on the fingers, but something really stood out.
Lust.
It made me take a deep breath in, everyone looking over at me, flashing their fangs- which i did the same. All the women in the bar eyeing me, giving me such an ego boost that i had a play smirk on my face.
The mood husky, sexual, die-hearting. A girl curling her fingers in my hair asking me un-intelligent questions making me agitated, aggressively catching her wrist making her jump, a fearful look on her face. She said i have nice hair, then i simply asked for a makeover. And thats what she did.
She stripped me of my brown shorts and white collared shirt, replacing it with with a fishnet shirt, latex pants and black boots, she put chapstick on my chapped pink lips, ruffling my hair before revealing myself. And i fell in love, feel in love with the color, fell in love with everything.
The afterparties were usually Toms favorite part of tours, getting drunk, working off the adrenaline from performing, and ending the night with great sex in the hotel was slowly becoming his daily routine. But Tom was quickly becoming tired of it, he wanted someone to constantly be around. He watched you the entire show, watching how your body moved to the music he played. He wanted you, he needed you.
He should’ve known something was up when you both got to the hotel, the way you were suddenly becoming more and more nervous, but he brushed it off. After All it’s not everyday that you get to have sex with your favorite Rockstar.
What started out as a heated make out session soon turned into a desperate need to feel each other. “' I’m a virgin” You whispered, almost ashamed that you hadn’t had sex yet. Tom watched as you looked anywhere but at him. Was it the perfect time to tell him this, when you were both completely naked in his bed, maybe not but Tom couldn’t be mad at you. At least you were telling him.
“Oh” He stared down at you, “Well I don’t want to pressure you into anything we don’t have to do anything unless you want to”
“I want to. I just thought I should let you know, most guys don’t want to hold that responsibility” You said shyly, semi shocked at how calm he was reacting to this.
Tom shook his head, “I’m not most guys, I’ll make this the best loss of virginity story ever if you want me to”
You chuckled, nodding your head as you pulled him in for a kiss, “I would love for you to take my virginity.” If he was being honest, the idea of taking someone’s virginity really turned him on, Tom loved the idea of being someone’s first. The kisses continued, progressing from quick pecks to desperate touches, his hands caressed your body enjoying every curve that you had.
His hands were driving you wild, you needed him, craved him, “please” You whimpered as his hands slowly trailed up your thighs. Tom smirked against your neck, “what is it you want?” He whispered in your ear, his words going straight to your wet cunt.
“Please touch me” You squirm underneath him. Without warning he began to rub the throbbing bud with one hand and fingered you with the other. “You like that?” Tom smirked as he watched your eyes close in pleasure
“Fuck yes I like it” You moaned, your hips bucking from the feeling. It amazed you how Tom could work your body so well, knowing exactly how to touch you until you were going crazy, “Tom I’m-” You choked on a moan as Tom’s fingers sped inside you, hitting all the right spots
“Cum for me” he said against your lips as he sloppily kissed you. Your stomach tightened as the feelings became overwhelming, a loud moan leaving your mouth as you came on his fingers.
Tom smiled, as he watched you come undone, it was a sight that would play on repeat in his head for years to come. You whimpered as he pulled his fingers from you, sucking your cum off them. The taste of you making him groan, he needed to get in you or he was going to go insane
Quickly grabbing a condom from the nightstand, Tom froze over your naked body, “Are you ready?”
You nodded, grabbing his shoulders, “Yes I’m ready”
Slowly Tom thrusted inside you, giving you time to adjust to his size. You groaned slightly, not used to someone being inside you. It was nothing compared to his fingers. Tom knew you were ready for him to move when you stared at him with desperate eyes.
He took things slow, nervous that he would hurt you. Thankfully the pain that came from his stretching you was gone quickly, replaced with the need for him to be pounding into you. “Faster” You moaned in his ear as you clenched around him.
“Fuck” Tom moaned, his thrust speeding up. He was in heaven, the way you clenched around him, the sounds that escaped your mouth, it was all driving him crazy. He just couldn’t get enough of you. “I’m going to ruin you for anyone else, you’re mine”
Your hands gripped onto his shoulders as his hips repeatedly slapped against yours, “Fuck Tom I’m yours”
Tom threw his head back in pleasure, “Fuck baby you’re doing so good, taking me so well”
The pleasure built up in your stomach, ready to snap at any moment. Tom’s hand moved to rub your clit, craving the feeling of you cumming on his cock. “Cum with me, come on you can do it”
You didn’t need to be told twice, as your entire body began to shake, toes curling as you came around him. After a few more thrust, Tom pulled out, discarding the condom before pulling your body into his, “You did so good” He kissed your cheek as he hands rubbed your back, “took me so well, that was great”
“I’m tired” You said through a yawn.
Tom chuckled, “Get some rest, I’ll take you to breakfast in the morning, and after that maybe I could take you on a proper date”
You stared at him through half open eyes, “really?”
Summary: Tom asked you a life changing question but you can’t give the right answer.
Warning: Themes of mental health issues such as depression and Eating disorders
Word count: 1481
Late nights:
Summary: Tom has spent more time memorizing his script than he does sleeping.
Word count: 488
A Classroom Visit:
Summary: Tom visit your kindergarten class one day to drop off your lunch bag. Now all your students know you date Spiderman
Word count: 1063
Detective!Tom
No body No crime:
Summary: Tom knows you had something to do with the victims disappearance and its driving his crazy that you don’t crack easily
Warning: Murder?? Sexual innuendos, Cops
Word Count: 1412
Rockstar!Tom
Rockstar:
Summary: It’s a tradition for Tom to fuck you before going on stage
Warning: Smut, cursing
Word count: 700
Scotty Doesn't Know: (Prologue to Rockstar)
Summary: The story on how you’re relationship with Tom began
Warning: Smut, violence, and cheating
Word count: 2324
Mob!Tom
What Baby:
Summary: Dating the leader of the toughest gang in London was bound to gain you enemies. So after one particular encounter Y/N in sent to the hospital to recover but they didn’t expect this news
Warning: Car crash, slight mention of violence
Word count: 1453
Secrets:
Summary: Tom is terrified about you finding out his job but when he brings you to his house he has no choice but to tell you
Warning: SMALL mention of murder but nothing bad
Word count: 2374
Tease
Summary: After a bad mistake of wanting to make Tom jealous you have to deal with the consequences of being a tease
Warning: SMUT 18+
Word count: 2326
She’s not me
Summary: when Tom decides to come back to you after realizing now one else can satisfy him the way you do, you aren't as forgiving as he expected
Warning: SMUT 18+
Word count: 1400
Face the Mirror
Summary: Tom broke your rules and now he has to deal with the punishment
Warning: SMUT 18+
Word count: 1419
Dad!Tom
Painted picture
Summary: Tom has an emergency meeting and asks you to babysit. You say yes, determined to get his daughter to be comfortable around you
Word count: 1516
Are those my jeans?
Summary: When you start to suspect that you’re pregnant, you’re too scared to tell Tom
Word count: 631
Boxer!Tom
Let me thank you
Summary: Tom keeps waking you up at late hours so you can patch him up. Tonight me finally thanks you
Warning: Smut (Oral Female receiving), mentions of bruises and cuts
Word count: 1005
Richkid!Tom
Perfect Little Angel
Summary: After finally getting away from your mother and her annoying party guests, you and Tom decided to make this party a little more interesting
Summary: When you’re asked to find a wine that would go good with dinner, tom decides to help you out
Warning: SMUT (oral, daddy kink)
Word count: 1200
Professor!Tom
I Wanna Wear Your Tie
Request: Can you please do a professor tom x student reader, shes of age of course, and he takes a liking to her for being so smart and he can barely contain himself with every outfit she wears. And one day after class he asks her to hang back and things get very SMUTTY?
Warning: Smut (oral, choking, vaginal sex), student/teacher relationship, cursing, age gap (legal)
Word count: 4081
Roommate!Tom
Roommates help each other out
Summary: You and your roommate Tom have always had obvious sexual tension between you, but what happens when he walks in on you masturbating
Warning: 18+ (SMUT)
Word count: 1463
CEO!TOM
Gray Blazer
Summary: It was an honest mistake forgetting your jacket but when your CEO boss offers you his blazer you end up with a date
Warning: none just fluff
Word Count: 868
HEADCANNONS
Tom watching his daughter grow up (dad!tom)
REQUEST
Surprising Tom on set (Stepdad ! Tom Holland x mom actress reader)
Tom get jealous of your ex boyfriend
Tom apologizes after an argument (song request)
Tom fucking you on the kitchen counter (richkid!tom) part 2
Answering questions after your students find out you’re dating Tom
Snow Day:
Summary: Peter is determined to get you to enjoy the snow
Word count: 681
Breathe
Summary: dealing with the stress of your family's expectations leads you to have an anxiety attack on the roof. Thankful Peter is a great shoulder to cry on
Warning: Themes of anxiety, dropping out of college, family expectations
Word Count: 1550
Stark!reader
Let's get married:
Summary: On a class trip to Vegas, Peter is determined to make this trip a memorable one, even if it means doing something crazy.
Word count: 2911
The Moment I knew:
Summary: All you asked for was one day to spend with your boyfriend and family, but Peter has let him role as Spiderman take over his life
Warning: maybe a curse word towards the end but other than that nothing
Word Count: 1520
Begin Again (part 2 of the moment I knew)
Summary: 8 months after you broke up with Peter, you finally agree to meet up with him, but you’re still unsure if he deserves a second chance
Word count: 1409
Headspace
Summary: Sometimes you can’t help but feel like you aren’t enough to satisfy Peter but he’s always there to remind you that he love you
Word count: 669
Warning: 18+ (not really smut but conversations about sex), Peter is obviously 18+
HEADCANNONS
College!Peter dating someone clumsy
REQUEST
Peter loves your boobs especially when he’s stressed
Tell Peter you’re ready for more than a quick make out (part 2 SMUT)
Peter watching you leave for the summer (Part 2 (Reuniting))
Peter dating someone with an oral fixation
Stark!reader begging Peter to not cast the spell that make her forget him
My Boyfriend’s Back
Summary: Arvin is out of town for a few days but when he returns and hears the news about boys making you uncomfortable he decides to take matters into his own hands
Warning: Violence??, Creepy boys, curse words
Word count: 1185
REQUEST
Your ex boyfriend messed up Arvin’s car
Sick days
Summary: When you get sick, Sebastian is there to take care of you
Word count: 538
Closer
Summary: You’d never felt like this before, it was like some primal instinct deep down inside of you. You just needed to be close to him. The only problem was that you were already wrapped in his arms and it still didn’t feel close enough
Warning: 18+ smut (cockwarming, boob worship?)
Word count: 620
Avenger!reader
I Hate you?
Summary: You’re convinced Bucky hates you. Bucky’s convinced you hate him. Steve is just tired of hearing you both complain and finally decides to set you both up
Word count: 1569
Sleepyhead
Summary: Bucky doesn’t like to be touched but when you accidentally fall asleep on him one night he realizes he could never get tired of your touch
Word count: 1175
7/11 Slushies
Summary: You give Bucky his first slushie
Word count: 415
Picnic in the park
Summary: Valentine’s day with Bucky
Word count: 1178
A good man
Summary: When Bucky has a nightmare all he wants if for you to hold him close
Word count:1272
40s Bucky
Drafted
Summary: Bucky has to tell you that he leaves tomorrow but not without leaving you with plans for when he gets back
Word count: 1344
Firefighter!Bucky
Heat on High (Mini series)
Summary: When you and your daughter moved you expected a lot of changes, but you never expects to move across the hall from a hot firefighter than has a soft spot for you
Summary: It’s a tradition for Tom to fuck you before going on stage
Pairing: Rockstar!Tom x reader
Warning: Smut, cursing
Word count: 700
Note: This is my first time ever writing smut so please don’t come for me. I imagine the song that Tom plays is like Kiwi by Harry Styles
Masterlist
PART 2 (the prologue) HERE
You could hear the screaming crowd from the dressing room but were too distracted to even care about them. Tom had you right where you wanted, on your knees as his precum leaked into your mouth. "Dirty little slut" Tom moaned as he gripped your hair harder, "bet you love it when I fuck your face like this"
You only moaned in reply feeling tears falling down your face as he thrusted into you harder. He was close, you could tell as his move became sloppier. He let go of your hair running his fingers through his as he sat back on the couch.
You sucked his tip before licking up and down the length. "Fuck darling just like that. I'm so close" he moaned catching eye contact as your head moved up and down. His hips gave one last thrust before he finally became undone. Moaning as his cum flowed into your mouth. You popped off before wiping your mouth slowly.
"Come here baby" he pulled you onto his lap kissing you roughly. You kissed back grinding against his hips to create friction. "Tommy please" you begged
"Please what darling?" His smirked against your neck leaving hickeys scattered across it. "Use your words"
"Fuck me Tommy" you begged feeling him become hard again underneath you, "I've been a good girl" His hand rubbed your thighs, the cold metal of his rings causing goosebumps on you skin.
"Take off your shirt" he demanded and his hands traveled further up your skirt. Doing as you're told you heard him groan when he realized you didn't have a bra on. You could feel your skin getting hot from his touch.
He pulled you in for another kiss before flipping you on the couch, "you look fucking beautiful Y/N" his lip gathered around your nipple. Your fingers tugged at his curls as his hands pulled your skirt down. He sat up staring at your black thong, "Are these new?"
You nodded, "just got them today". He smirked, grabbing the thin material, "I'll buy you more".
With one hard tug the fabric ripped. "Look at you all wet for me" his fingers teasingly moved up and down your wet folds before rubbing circles torturously around your clit.
"Please Tommy" you moved your hips against his thumb adding pressure to your throbbing clit. He chuckled at your eagerness as he grabbed a hold of his cock rubbing it against you before thrusting in roughly.
He watched your face as your body filled with pleasure. Your moans becoming louder as he sped up. "Yes baby just like that" you screamed as your hands gripped his arms. No matter how many times you had sex you were still amazed at how good he made you feel.
His hand rubbed up and down your body before landing on your clit adding more to the pleasure you were experiencing. "Fuck you feel so fucking good" he moaned.
His other hand gripped your neck as he pounded into you. Watching your tits bounce up and down. Loud knocked filled the room as Harrison shouted from the other side of the door, “Tom hurry up we go on stage in 3 minutes”
Tom rolled his eyes, speeding up his thrust, “Give me a minute”. You pulled his chain, pulling him into a kiss. Moaning as you come undone, your walls clenching around him as his cum poured into you. He slipped out of you pulling you onto his lap as he gently kissed your naked chest.
“I gotta get on stage” He put his shirt on as you began to dress yourself, “Don’t forget to bring your pass this time”
Once you were both dressed you grabbed your backstage pass and walked down the hall towards the stage, the screams of fans getting louder as you got closer. Tom grabbed his guitar before turning to you, “Good luck kiss”
You chuckled pulling him in for a quick kiss before he ran on stage. Watching as he crowds screamed became impossibly loud as he walked on.
“Alright San Diego” He smiled, “This song goes out to the sluttiest girl I’ve ever met” He looked towards you and winked, “Love you baby”
