▤ = falling asleep on them.
The wizard doesn't know how long it is he's been laying there in the corner of their communal room at the Elfsong, cradling the vampire in his arms. The others know better than to come into their space, though he knows they are just as concerned for the pale elf as Gale is. The walk back from the palace had not been the triumphant return the wizard had hoped for the rogue.
Instead, Astarion almost seems more broken than when they had marched into the palace to take down the Vampire Lord of Baldur's Gate. And they did, and Astarion was magnificent with the way he'd struck down Cazador with the Blood of Lathander. Free. The rogue finally was free. Not only free, but making the choice to give his fellow spawn a new freedom into the Underdark, a choice that admittedly make him proud of the rogue.
Apparently, it's a choice that the Morninglord deemed unworthy of one of his cleric's. And now Astarion, his very complicated rogue, is another unfortunately discarded pawn in the Gods' grand scheme of fuck all.
Maybe he's a bit bitter because his own meeting with Mystra and everything she had to tell him still lingers in his thoughts. How easily and cruelly do the divine play with the hearts of mortals. But he shoves away his worry, his pain, there'll be time to deal with that later. Right now, his rogue needs him.
So he lays there in bed with Astarion laying against him in fitful rest, doing his best to just hold on to him and let him know that at least Gale is there for him. That Gale isn't going to leave, that he isn't going to expect more of the rogue than he's willing to give.
His hand brushes softly through the rogue's hair, holding Astarion against his chest in the vampire's restless slumber, whispering soft assurances he isn't even sure the other can hear but he means with every bit of his heart. "I've got you, Stari, I'm here for you, and I'm not leaving your side..."