@romancemoon sent: “what makes me so special?”
a meme I lost -- no longer accepting
Honestly, the question took him off GUARD a little.
Niko usually wasn’t someone who was quick with compliments or exactly filled with PRETTY words, but he knew he was more distant than he often realized. Old walls and barriers that he hadn’t found the will or time to dismantle or knock down–even those closest to him usually weren’t let TOO far in. Some things he never wanted people to really know too well. The thought made him want to retreat, brush off the question with a shrug and a ‘I like you, is that not enough?’ Yet, he knew it was more than just that.
“...Well, I do not know what makes my time so special. Sometimes I feel I should be asking you that.”
Which was the truth of the matter–Niko felt like he was the odd one out in their relationship. He stuck out in Los Santos, not that he tried much to fit in. Felt it was too much of a LOST CAUSE. Yet, when Virote invited him to the sets, walked around the city with him, it became pretty apparent. Niko often didn’t really care what other people thought of him, but it was hard not to feel a little out of place. So, really Virote asking him as if Niko required that HE have some sort of special quality about him to be worthy of his time was…a little ODD.
Still, he let his previous statement linger for a moment as he thought before turning to glance back toward him.
“You are…smart, understanding, funny…You treat me like a person, showed me kindness and understanding–more than I deserve, probably. I do not think you need some…special reason for me to be able return that. I enjoy spending time with you, being with you.”