so i had a legitimately strange dream last night.
that i was anastasia. and my family was the romonav's.
but that we still were ourselves.
like, i was still me, with all my memories, just in a different body. same for everyone else in my family.
and we were sitting what reminded me of the first scene from the animated movie anastasia. the ballroom scene. but we were all (including the guests) locked in there, locked in the ballroom, unable to get out.
I couldn't remember much... but i do remember talking to my mom and my sister. my mom mentioned something about how she had gotten news shoes for when we got back into power, and how she was going to spoil me and my sister (who's name is consequently Tatiana. seriously, my sister's name is really tatiana).
but my sister and i look at her with sadness, because we knew we weren't going to make it. we knew the romonav's, us, we knew how our story ended.
but then i thought of something, and told my mom and sister, "Guys, what if Anastasia didn't die? I don't think she died. I think i know what really happened to her!" they looked at me like i was crazy.
so my mom sat next to us, and then we heard a loud banging, and they opened a door near where we were sitting. and the first thing to come through that door was the barrel of a large shot gun.
my sister and mother cried out, and began to cry. because we knew how this story ended.
and i was so afraid it was going to hurt, being shot. like, what if they missed my brain or heart at first, and so i'd get Riddled with bullets, and it took them a while to kill me? how much pain would i be in?
and when i opened them back up
i never felt so happy to wake up in my bed.
