WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?! That chapter was omg, i dont even know...MC her backstory..holy shit thats so tragic and it explains SO SO MUCH...
Ngl, im glad Soohyun told her she needs to tell the boys. I also love her going '1 person to confront. PACK LEADER....SHOW YOURSELF" and quickly going through some questions she must've had for AGES ever since she heard of the boys and of course, since she smelled the appartment she left in a hurry. I agree, IT WAS NEEDED. So much miscommunication. MC thought they were talking bout the contract last chapter, the boys were talking about bc she's their soulmate they'll settle for ANY type of relationship and closeness they can get
OW OW OW SWEET INSO OW MY POOR HEART!
The whole pack was so stressed and worried. It made me genuinely sad to read they were holding back their scents. The lil bit of mc going i love you i love you i love you though, very fluff, more of that😉(i know we'll get there, no rush)
Poor Seungmin, i agree with MC, cant stay mad for long when someone literally prostrates themselves and keels over in regret with teary eyes and wobbly voice basically begging for forgiveness
Also HELLO?! MC CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT IN THIS CHAPTER YESSS. I loved her 'back then I wouldve done A but the boys made me stronger/braver, etc' realisations here. Love that she can make that connection even in her fear. THEY ARE GOOD FOR EACH OTHER, THEY JUST NEED TO TALK SO MUCH MORE.
BOYS NOOOO...I GET YOUR REASONING I DOOO BUT PLACE YOURSELF IN HER SHOESS. I get that Chan figured 'wrong time, let dust settle. This is not HOW i wanted to tell you this" but i also get MC so bad. Just bearing your uglyness and trauma to the world and then them going 'we also had something...but nevermind it can wait' my alarm bells would also start ringing then.
HUZZAH HYUNJIN. Sweet fragile Hyunjin who just wants her to stay, going all out and saying it. He needs to take care of those hands quick or he might have an alpha drop(do those exist in RON?)
Who else do I want to comment on FELIXXXX....not him thinking his confession was what made her run. He must've felt so guilty also in front of his pack....poor sunshine now dimmed to barely a weak glow! I'm glad MC could change that a little. Now they just need to have a ' NO I LOVE LOVE YOU...not like a pet or my music. I. LOVE. YOU. as in want to be together forever and always till the end LOVE." I know MC might not believe it still but i think directness is the one language she cant ignore here. That and their scents.. those cant lie🫡
In fact BOYS PATCHES OFF..MC TOO. Out in the open let her feel that devotion. As always: such an amazing chapter. I'm waiting for the MC shutdown at Hyunjins confession and the pack scrambling to make her understand they are not FAKE and they ARE actually their soulmate, especially after hearing her DARK DARK BACKSTORY
Still in the angst mines for a while ey? I will survive!! I do need to watch something fluffy right now though haha.
Tldr: great story, great chapter, ow that backstory, ow the boys feeling deflated, yeah mc character development, bad boys tell her, yess hyunjin, oh shit what now?!
Have an amazing week sweet loving inspiring Inso and I will see you here again next week!
Ps: did you see the crocodile doctor game that was on social media yesterday. Hyunjin hitting the croc made me giggle so hard..also the lil 'nyam' everytime he clicked a tooth. CUTENESS AGRESSIONS FOR REAL. (Sometimes I think I just am 80% carbon copy of Chan, nm not important) if you havent seen it. please do, very healing also for readers who need something happy, good rec😉 alright truly signing off now BYEEEE
MC backstory!!! It's funny, none of it was really supposed to be a secret to the reader per se, but MC really tries not to think about it most of the time, so the information is pretty scattered throughout the rest of the story. It's interesting seeing it all laid out! Having a monologue-y chapter is kinda fun (to me)
Soohyun CANNOT fight but I really think she would have at this point hahahaha
There's an entire section of the fic that is kind of full of love confessions (accidentally!!! I didn't mean to set it up this way!!!! but there are eight of them!!!!!!!!!!) and honestly it's really sweet 😔 Miles to go before we sleep though!
Readers' reactions to the boys' reluctance to share has been really interesting! I guess I am more a Chan type so I'm very "there is a time and place, and I want things to go in a way I can expect, and I don't want to mess things up ", so for me personally the timing is really unfortunate but I really get both sides; honestly, this is a really bad time to tell her, I think! But also a bad time to dodge.... Unfortunate timing, like I said 😊 Sometimes the best thing to happen in a story is also the worst thing, right?
I do not know what an alpha drop is! So no, I guess not 😆 The name is reminding me of dom drop...?
The boys actually don't have a ton of blockers on, but MC still has a good amount! She was planning to go out, so 😊 Generally wearing blockers is kind of just part of being polite in public in RONverse, it's not necessarily about being evasive. It definitely helps though, hahaha
'Oh shit what now?' indeed!!! Mwahahahaha
And I didn't see but I'll look it up!!! Thank you for reading, this was a lot of fun 🫶💛💛