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Darling Inso thank you so much for sharing another masterpiece of a chapter with us. It broke me in the best way 😌 THE DESPERATION *chefs kiss* I love seeing pretty men beg hehehehehe.

I can’t help but wonder… How Hyunjin meets MC in the next chapter?? (No need to answer, I know you can’t 🥲 I UNDERSTAND) But like… I don’t think she’ll unblock anyone at this point. Also she’s moving out the next day and don’t believe he’ll AMBUSH her again so soon. HOW? No new address, no work address, no school… I also don’t think it’s going to be a complete coincidence. The progression of the story is the perfect blend of logical mixed with believable coincidences which I appreciate greatly!

Hmm, a part of me likes to imagine him just wandering around the city missing her hoping to catch a whiff of her scent… And then he does.

ANYWAY.

Thank you again Queen of ANGST INSO 🙇‍♀️

I also love seeing pretty men beg!!! An anon after my own heart 🫶

Interesting guesses! You're right, I can't say 😊 Unless.... I can...???? (one-line spoiler below)

It’s only that where you’re struck still by your own misery, Hyunjin is here instead — standing at a playground in mismatched shoes, having literally followed his heart to you.

Thank you for reading!!! I'm glad you liked it 🙇💛

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I’m here!

I really really enjoyed the new chapter! I only just had a moment to read it and it’s wonderful, you write angst really well. I can appreciate how much MC stays in her own head, I’m the same way.

On another completely different and unrelated note, I was wondering if you’d be able to make a list of the chapters that are suggestive or have a little smut to em? I was looking through the chapters this morning and have a hard time remembering.

No pressure at all, I can find them on my own if need be.

Excellent writing as always!

I'm so glad you liked the chapter, thank you 😊💛

Ummmm let me see... I don't know what counts as suggestive, but for chapters that are definitely NSFW, so far I think it's:

34 (Han)

35 (Chan)

37 (Felix)

38 (Seungmin)

46-47 (Lino and Seungmin)

49 (Changbin)

52 (Han)

53-54 (Hyunjin and Han)

55-56 (I.N)

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Okay so im still at the restaurant:

Most of his packmates have moved at some point, drifting closer, standing in place — but Chan is just where you left him, sitting across the table, shock-still. There’s an ache to his expression that pulls on your heart: tired, almost resigned, like he already knows this isn’t going to go well, like he’s already thinking of ten different contingency plans.

I feel SO BAD for chan (and for MC too but I already commented on AO3 about her)

After the second time reading the chapter I'm still thinking how all of the boys moved at one point trying to conviced MC to stay. All of them except Chan.

It feels like he knows he just lost? I know he is thinking a thousand ways to fix it but at the same time he knows she needs space and *knowing chan* probably feels like all of this outcome is his fault for not telling her sooner or not planning enough ahead.

Idk if they talk about his guilt in the future but it could be interesting!!! Untll then i will enjoy the angst and make my own story in my head where all of them are happy and together !!!

Hope this is not too long but I love love love your writting. I *unfortunately* relate to the mc alot and how she reacts and thinks to things like love jajsk so i get her struggle to allowed herself to be loved without losing herself in the process.

This asks is going nowhere sorry jajsj

Aww this paragraph you pulled is such a good one for Chan in general 🥰 You're right! It's the stagnancy! 💛 And the perfectionism and anxiety and responsibility... 💛💛 He absolutely feels very guilty! I can't remember if he addresses that specifically, but Chan has some very exciting chapters coming up where they do talk about some of this stuff

They will one day be happy and together! But for now we have the mines 😆 May you take solace in the post-canon one shots hahahaha

It's not too long at all! I'm really happy to hear it 🫶 Thank you for reading!!! 💛💛💛

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*unintelligible sobbing and screaming* 10/10 beautiful no notes it hurts in the BEST way thank you for being you and writing RON 🥹 love you bestie!! 🫶🏻

Thank YOU for reading!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🫶

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OMG INSO INSO INSO

When you said this was one of your favorite chapters to write I knew we were getting angst but DAMN..this was a full knockout, zero recovery time till you put us back in the angst ring and on the mat

Nooo all these lovely boys are trying to hard. All of them breaking, Seungmin saying he'll quit Stray Kids for her

OW OW OW OW OW INSO..JUST OW

I get MC though i DO...im glad she was honest with Minho that she is just SO SO SO AFRAID.. i get her I do...I also want to shake her and go 'your boys are right here..your men are in front of you, literally breaking like porcelain..please build a nest, scent them all, fall asleep in the den...and then talk it out in the morning'

I know this is gonna sound mean..but I want Soohyun and Yuri to step in. To make her have realisations about the boys..another intervention so to speak but more of 'okay so that asshole did this..do they do that? Okay how about manipulating you do they do that?' Until it clicks in her head that these men arent that asshole

I get her trust issues I DO, those walls arent broken down in such a short time..but fuck something sure broke...like fine china..can be put together(hopefully like Kintsugi, pretty and golden) but DAMN

I'm not gonna lie sweet angst loving Inso..i too got teary eyed reading this chapter. Its just a big ball of confusion and hurt and 'please..just talk...figure it out. Stay the night...hear them out'

I wish theyd talk but its so much all at once. Time to process and for MC to notice..fuck i miss them too much. They are worth the risk sweet MC, they love you and YOU LOVE THEM TOO. Why fight your true hearts desire...you got this sweet MC, I know you'll figure it out. Giving time and love and PATIENCE...you'll get there and I'll rejoice when you do. I already see such growth in our lovely mc's thoughts. Less going NO CANT BE..and now going...SHIT NO IT IS!...next will be I DONT WANT TO BE WITHOUT THEM..I CANT.

Excited to see how you'll steer us through these stormy waters!

I also do think she needed to go home. That move is still happening after all...she wouldnt just flake on her best friend like that. Heck another upset Alpha to soothe right there. Also gives her time to process again.

I thought I saw a light at the end of the tunnel Inso..I see it was just a mirage now...Still looking forward to see that light slowly peak over the horizon though!

I saw the message about skipping next week and I refuse to throw vitriol your way over it. Itll give me some time to process this sad angsty chapter and to hug my pet extra close for comfort.

Tldr: poor poor babies. No winners only losers. Enjoy your week break Inso and talk to you after next chapter. Have a good week!

-🦦 Anon

Hi hi hi! 😊

I think that MC's general trauma/distrust is definitely a huge part of this, but it's also not the only thing! She talks a lot about their fame and what being with them -- not even as a casual girlfriend or something, but as something as permanent as a soulmate -- would do to her life. Like how she would be able to live, and what she would be able to do, separate from them. Generally I think a lot of this fic talks about autonomy and struggles with and against gender norms, and those are really present in this predicament, too -- so it's kind of less about coming to realizations and more about knowing those things already and still making a choice that you can live with, one way or another 🤔 Or that's how I think of it! I'm sure it comes across differently to everyone

(Also, the betrayal of it all... I've mentioned this before, but I am a lot more vindictive than MC; I would never ever ever be able to get over a secret this big being kept for this long 😆 It's just complicated!)

There is still a light at the end of the tunnel! The tunnel is just... a little longer than was maybe expected!!! 🙆 hahahaha

You have a good week too! Thank you for reading!!! 💛

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The amount of times I whimpered in despair this new chapter is personally record breaking

I hope you gave the brick a big fat smooch 🥺🥺

Why did I have my playlist on shuffle, WHY DID THIS SONG PLAY-

https://youtu.be/xsQxSsJHzgA?si=hGfS84YJPWvVPobI

I love you I'm sorry 😭😭🙏

Seungmin begging killed me (it was like, the breaking point for me omayghad)

FELIX MY BABY NAURRR I'M SORRY

I need ice cream and and chocolate and uh more tissues? Maybe baby wipes

SOOOOOOB

Impeccable angst, I'm gonna follow ur writing forever now, doesnt matter if it's skz or not, I'm in love w your brain, dont go bald, drink your water, have a nice break(ing our hearts in the best way)

I believe in spilling tears over the best angst, the only men worth shedding tears for

To my fellow readers, fighting!! ✊✊ we're gonna make it guys, grab your ice cream tubs

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"That's just the way life goes / I like to slam doors closed / Trust me, I know it's always about me / I love you, I'm sorry" Yowch what a chorus!!! hahahaha

(Now we all know why my RON playlist has soooo many breakup songs right? 😆😆)

For reasons beyond my control I have about a half-pantry full of chocolate bars right now (literally stacked shelf-to-ceiling. it's a long story) so I'm sending you a handful 🫶

Thanks for reading!!! This ask made me laugh 🥰

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Inso dear,

Reading the new chapter with a hand grasping my chest and another clawing the wall, because ouch, it hurts the chapter hurts.

This post lingers on my mind while reading chapter 60 up to recent chapter, keep lingering how Changbin thought of MC "a cold person" and Seungmin thought of MC "constantly giving silver hairs".

I feel bad for the boys but yes, I agree with you and everyone, it's kind of satisfying seeing pretty boys in agony and then beg. It's kind of unexpected for me though, Seungmin beg on his knees. I thought it'd be Felix or Hyunjin.

I don't know if you have answer this, in RON universe was it possible that a person (A) being soulmate with one person (B) but not reciprocate? Like that other person (B) is being soulmate with different person (C).

Rest well during a week break Inso dear!

Meanwhile I would be here preparing my heart for another angst ride, would also getting ice cream tub and chocolate bar just in case.

Oh anyway, what kind of chocolate bars did you stack in your pantry I wonder?

One more ask. Talking about ice cream and chocolate bar, what flavor and kind of chocolate bar the boys and MC prefer? Why?

That's all. Love you Inso!

Hi hi!

I think Seungmin is a very soft person! Honestly, all of SKZ are very soft in a way that feels kind of foreign to me sometimes, but with Seungmin... 🤔 I don't know how to explain it! There's something very delicate to him

Felix does kind of beg, too, but I know what you mean 😆 Felix has that unique Felix stoicism until he doesn't. For Hyunjin... Sometimes writing Hyunjin in group scenes (especially serious group scenes!) can be difficult because he can be a little quiet, and get a little lost. Even though he starts off ch65, we don't get to see much of him, do we? 😊

A soulmate bond could be unilaterally acknowledged, but can't unilaterally exist! If it's real, it goes both ways. But what the individuals involved do with it is up to them

LOL my chocolate bar curse... I've given so many away and I still have so much.... I used some to make like, a homemade mocha coffee creamer the other day? 😭 I'm not really that into sweets and am really not into candy so I am kinda clueless what to do with all of this

But it's milk chocolate! Some of them have nuts and other things 🤷 Telepathically I'm sending you a stack

For the boys their flavor preferences should generally line up with irl! For MC... 🤔 I think maybe she'd like some kind of sorbet (raspberry?), and probably dark chocolate

Thanks for reading!!! 💛

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Hi inso!!

*uncontrollable sobbing*

That’s mostly it. This last chapter made me sooo sad but it was soooooooo good! I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again, I’m obsessed with your writing!!

While I am a little sad you’ll be taking a little break because that means I won’t get to get my fix of RON, I’m also glad that over time you have felt more comfortable taking breaks for yourself when you need them.

I’m so proud of you and of how far this story has come!!! I <3 you in the most platonic, non-parasocial, said to a random person in the bathroom when they let you borrow their eyeliner, way ❤️❤️

Hahahahaha awwww, I love a good bar bathroom feelings jam 💛💛 That's so sweet, and I'm so glad you're liking the story! Thanks so much for reading 🥰