Dec 28, 2024
I wish I actually had a best friend. Everyone has someone except me.
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I wish I actually had a best friend. Everyone has someone except me.
Grief is so isolating.
MAKE IT ALL FUCKING STOP
Im too burnt out and tried to deal with anything.
I hate everything. I can't do this shit anymore.
I just realised I havnt posted here for awhile.. I'm doing okay actually (supprising I know), I've met a really good guy and I really like him and I'm hoping things work out. I have my bad days but I'm better than I was before. I'm a year clean from sh and eating is better although I still find keeping both that way difficult but I'm trying my hardest and I also want to be the best possible version of myself for this guy because to me he's truly perfect. I've also just had a nice mini holiday and it was nice to get away from home for a little bit! But hi again!! Maybe I'll post more on here again but I'm doing okay!! Although I'm waiting on meds from cahms and it's been months but that's cahms..
Why do I ruin everybodys lives.