#roselletotw6

[redroseryan]

Letter || TOTW

Dear Dad,

All I wanted was closure.

-Ryan

P.S. I'm the one that looks like Jeff.

[redellis-blog]

Letter || TOTW

Thank you. We would be nowhere without you.

Love, Jonah

[sirharrisonclarington]

Dear Perfect, 

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry.

I let the greatest thing that's happened to me just walk away just because I got scared, and I wish I knew how to fix it. I pushed you away because I thought that it was the only way to save both of our futures, but I quickly realized that I really don't want one without you in it. I miss you. I miss you so fucking much that I can't even put it into words. I think I'm doing a good job of looking like I'm handling all this, but I'm fucking dying inside without you. 

I know you're probably beating yourself up and trying to put all the blame on yourself, but don't. Please don't do that because you did nothing wrong. You were always such a good boy for me, even though I didn't tell you how proud I was of you near enough. I hope that you'll quickly realize that you deserve so much better than me because you do. You deserve the very best, and I'm anything but.  

I love you just as much, if not more, then when I was stupid enough to let you go, and I just wish that I could've been the Dom that you deserved. 

Always yours, 

Harrison

[sub-cameron]

To Mason, Kurt, Caleb, Dani, Regina, Hunter, Dad, Ezra,

Please don't forget me. Please keep loving me.

Cam

[morrigan-corcoran]

Letter 4

Dessa,

I don't know why you're friends with me. I probably never will really understand why, but thank you for it. You said you'd be around and I'm starting to believe that. Because of that, I have to be honest with you. Like, completely honest even if it means you'll get upset with me. That's why I'm on the other side of the room. Just stay where you are until you finish reading this. 

When you first got here, I knew exactly who you were. That you were my stepmother's claim. At first, that was a driving reason for why I was trying to get close to you and had sex with you. I wanted to get back at her for some stupid reason for what my dad did. That was wrong and I'm sorry I did that. But I started actually wanting to be close to you. 

I like being around you and talking to you. It makes this place not so bad for a little while. Since that whole dom for a day thing, I've been thinking a lot. I care about you Dessa. Like, genuinely care about you and what happens to you. That doesn't happen a lot with me. I know you have that deadline to find a new dominant or you go back to the markets. Just know that I won't let that happen. I don't want to have to think about you being there again. 

Morrigan

missdessa-delacroix

[lainabeiste]

Dear Blake,

Come home. We need you.

Your baby sis,

Laina

[theswitchingwright]

Charming,

I hope you realise exactly how big of a mistake it was to leave.

Gus loved you. I loved you. We were patient through a lot of your insecurities and we let you in. I don't know if you understand exactly what that means to us. We let you in. We don't do that for just anyone. We forgave, again and again for your mistakes. And then-- you left, without even a proper goodbye?

You know how much it hurts when people do that to me. I put my heart on the line, and let myself care about you. You were supposed to be my best friend. My partner in crime. You were his person; he loved you. He still loves you. And you tossed it away like it meant nothing.

... You still mean a lot to us. We needed you, so goddamn much. Did we not mean anything to you?

This, all of this, is why I'm sorry to tell you that I can't ever forgive you for this. Not now, not ever. If it had just been me that you had hurt, maybe I could have forgiven you. But you broke my brother's heart. You have officially broken my trust beyond repair.

I never want to see you again.

[charlottexwoods]

Dear Nat,

You're my sister.  It seems such a stupid thing to say but most days it doesn't feel like it.  I know we've never exactly been inseparable but there was a time when we could talk, when we knew just by looking that something was wrong and that certain face that had us laughing so hard (although that was mainly because we knew how much Vik hated it!)  

I can't pinpoint exactly when it all changed but we got older, we made our own decisions and talking turned to yelling.  I know I didn’t understand many of the choices you were making and I’m glad in many ways I didn’t know how deeply involved you were with that gang.  

We can’t change the past but we can choose to move on rather than dwell on it.  We will never agree on your actions in the robbery but ultimately you’ve served your time and it would be unfair of me to continue to judge you on it.  You put your feelings aside to support me through the last exam so let’s say this is me equalling the score.

I do miss you and you’re so much harder to ignore when we spend half our day in class together.  So can we please try to move on and start building some kind of relationship again.  I don’t promise not to shout at you, we both know I will and while I’d rather you stayed out of trouble I’m not going to be your conscience!

One last thing - who's Stacey?

Love Trina

theycallme-stacey