Insanity Blue English Lyrics (インサニティブルー)
If I had only come right out and said “I like you” from the start
Then I wouldn’t have to deal with my cruel, impatient heart
It’s cause I know you’ll never change, always staying this way
But I hope that you’ll soon be on to me
Come on, won’t you just look me in the eye?
Good morning dear, awake so soon? Tell me, did you sleep well?
I see you’ve made mistakes again,
did you think I wouldn’t know?
It seems dreams and reality are crossing too close for me to bear
Even now, I can barely tell anymore
Is this right or is this an oversight?
I’m sure that my interest in you is nothing more than dumb luck
Won’t be long before I don’t care anymore
That’s just the way that I am
I’ll strike now while I still have the chance, no worries if I hurry
‘Cause your smile is something that I only knew
if I made myself cut down my life for you
And so, I’ll go crazy forever
Further? Hotter? Hold the pain inside
A surprise, sunrise, right before my eyes
Hurting? Frightening? Surely that’s all lies
No more, I know the thing that I want
Give me, give me, give me all your love
Bitterly, sweetly, let me taste and see
All the truth, all the lies, give me everything
There’s no stopping, you’re still the one that I crave
There’s no meaning, can’t justify the way I behave
Deep inside, you still have some happiness, I see
Hatred, hatred keeps on burning up in me
No, now’s not the time yet for me to lose my mind,
I must keep calm and objectively inclined
for this beautiful solution that I seek
Everything I do, all for you
I just want something genuine,
but it’s all useless, you see
There are no rules, and yet I still remain
firmly guided by my principles
The majority, it seems, will never know
the true fear I hide inside
“I’m never quite satisfied” or something like that, implied
So, how long must we keep up this facade?
And so, let’s go and laugh forever
Somehow, somehow, please keep it the same
Ignorance, true bliss, leading to justice
Such intense sadness turns into madness
Calling me with that sweet voice of yours
Tell me, tell me, tell me everything
Pressure is thickening, tension running high
Do I want something more than words can satisfy?
Ah, the light, it streams down on your face,
revealing a side that I’ve never seen
Who do you think you are?
Right now, break down, the world’s crumbling
It all, it all, finally makes sense
Can’t ever be free with these sins in me
No more! No more! I can’t bear to see!
No more, I know the thing that I want
Give me, give me, give me all your love
You’re supposed to just stay and sit quietly
Please, I just need a mere glimpse of your smile
I’ve been getting it all wrong from the start
It’s a process where we both play a part
both of us are just nobodies
I can see now that being alone
is the only happiness that I’ve ever known
How could I know? You’re the real cruel one here after all