#rosysfirstsurrogacy

[always-expecting]

Oh my gosh I am so excited to announce that I have found someone to be a surrogate for. We have officially started the process and I am pretty sure I am already pregnant even though we will probably have to wait a day or two to officially confirm it.

My belly is already bloated, and I know its not me showing just yet but it is still exciting to see. Anyone else think I look cute with a little bump?

[always-expecting]

Look how much my belly has grown!!!! Its insane, but yesterday I think things started to happen. Possibly signs of pre-labor. I was super cranky and irritable, I couldn't get comfortable at all and my belly kept tensing up. It wasn't painful at first but I did get to be a bit painful later on. Luckily things stopped last night so I had a chance to get some sleep. What do you all think, could this be signs of pre-labor? ~ Rosy

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Look everyone......baby bump! I am so excited to be able to show off this amazing puppy bump. The pups are doing amazing, still growing. I think they are going to be huge pups. Plus also discovered there are NINE!!!! of them.....9....I cant believe it. I am so nervous about birthing 9 pups but I also know I have an amazing support team helping me through this whole journey.

Bump pic for you all ♡ ~ Rosy

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Rosy here, and I am so excited to let you all know that the surrogacy attempt has worked. I am pregnant, not sure with how many pups yet but that will be revealed in time.

I have been feeling really tired the past little bit and have been having a fair amount of headaches but other than that things have been good. I am estimated to be about 2 weeks along now so that is super exciting as well :D.

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Guys I have been watching my bump grow day by day. I am only 12 days into my pregnancy and I know Anthromorphic Wolf pregnancies only last about 30 days or so......but my bump feels so big. Is it normal to be this big already?

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I need help interpreting a dream

Hey everyone its Rosy here, last night I had the strangest dream that I have no idea what it means.

Every time I closed my eyes last night I had a dream of being somewhere else—running. It wasn't through any place I recognized… but it felt familiar in a way that made my chest tighten.

It was in the forest but it was so quiet. No wind. No prey. No life. As I was running I could hear my own paws hitting the ground—and something behind me. Not chasing me but waiting.

In the dream I stopped at the edge of a clearing, and that’s when I saw something. Small shapes, that were barely visible through the fog. They were watching me and thats when my stomach twisted sharply— the sensation was enough to wake me up. Even awake though the feeling of these things waiting for me didn't leave.

Also I could swear for a second, when I looked at my reflection this morning- my eyes didn’t look like my own.

What could this mean? could this just be a random dream or could it mean something more?

[always-expecting]

I woke up today with this urge to move things around. So I did, blankets first, then pillows. Then anything soft I could find. I dragged them all into the corner without really thinking about it—layering them, adjusting, pulling them apart, starting over again when it didn’t feel right.

It still doesn’t feel right but every time I step away, something in me pulls me back. Like I’m forgetting something important. Like it’s not safe yet.

I tried to sleep in my bed last night. I couldn’t, my body wouldn’t settle. My mind wouldn’t shut off. Why does it feel like I need to build something? Is this what it feels like when nesting instincts kick in? am I building a den to deliver the pups in? What would you put in a proper den?

~ Rosy

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Got brought an extremetly large stack of pancakes for breakfast today. It was so perfect and exactly what me and the pups had been craving all morning. ~ Rosy