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Anytime i am at work i am all thinking about my stupid son Rowan, thinking about finally giving him a smut fic, like good old loving from both Chen and Ortega.

But then i come home and i am like Let me crawl in my bed and die, let me decompose between the sheets of my bed.

My poor son will die a virgin because i am too overworked to write😭

#this isnt a cry for help i just made this conection and i am amused as fuck by it #i have like 3 or 4 smut fics planed #but no energy what so ever #rowan rowan #baby boy i swear i will let Ortega fuck your brain out #but like #checks the calendar and sight #not soon baby boy

2, 7, and 25 for the NSFW OC asks! :D

Thank you for asking!!!!

2.Are they a “the socks stay on during sex” kind of person?

He is all or nothing kinda guy. Or maybe rather "I am taking all of clothes because this is motherfucking pure cashmire and i will first die then let any of you ruin any of my clothes socks included" kinda guy.

I do believe Ortega might have got a fantasy of fucking Rowan in his expensive clothes because of that, but its not going to happend XD

7. Are they into (consensual) pain during sex? Either giving or receiving

Nope! Not at all! Sex stress him as it is, adding also any kind of pain play would just fry him, he wouldnt be able to give anything like that to anybody and wouldnt want be in pain himself.

25. Share a sample line of dirty-talk

This made me actually check If I wrote anything like that for baby boy and I did! Shocking,

This is quick few lines, when Rowan managed to fight embarassment and told Wei exactly what he wanted:

"Tell me you’re sure. Tell me you want me. Tell me this isnt a joke. I am a selfish bastard and if you told me you’re sure I will never let you go. You need to know that. Please Wei, tell me Its true.”

And few lines from fic where Ortega and Rowan roleplay being younger and both of them still being heros:

-My heart almost stopped when I saw psychopatron aim at you I was so sure i will lose you.

You swat at his shoulder too embarrassed to stay in role

-And i was fantasizing about killing you when i was digging you from under the rumble

-Yeah? - he murmurs licking his lips

-Yes- you agree, irritated at how breathless your voice sounds - about my hands on your neck, my body pressing you down, my lips…

-Do you need lips to kill me?

-You are a menace and i don't want to speak with you evere again.

-Thats ok. - murmurs Ortega stepping closer and closer - We don't have to talk…

-Fat chance. - you grumble, looking down at his plump lips stretching in a smile.

-… As long as you are safe, Sidestep

God, why does your own fucking hero name in his lips make you shiver?

#rowan rowan #hahah oh i need to finish anything #thank you for ask!

Random OC NSFW Asks, how about 3,9 and 22 for Rowan?👀

Thank you so much for your ask! I am sending you bunch of intenet roses!

3.Quickies vs Planned sex—thoughts?

No quickies! This man need at least a hour or few of mentaly getting ready. He can have an intense make out sesion anytime but sex? Oh no, no no! He would for sure blurt out something like "No! My heart isnt ready!" If you manage to convince him for quickie it would be just unpleasant for him, he wouldnt be able to think if he prepared everything, if he got ready enough, his body hair? does it look good enough? he would just be tense overthinking mess and end up not liking it at all. But If for example Ortega would give him a date, if he tell him in advance, he would spend all the time not only making himself look like a god but also constantly thinking about it. In the end becoming so excited he would just jump Ortega immediately.

9. What’s their favorite way to get in the mood? How do they set the mood?

He would depend mostly on his partner. If they show interest, he would tease them. Make it look like isnt sure while sending coy smiles. He gets awkward around compliments but he likes to hear that his partners want him, he wants them to say before the act how much they want him and what they want from him or do to him. Its a little game how much I can tease Ortega and Steel before they shut him up with kiss or just pin him to the nearest wall.

If he himself have to set the mood or show that he wants to have sex, oh boy thats worst, he would most likely just stare at his partner pouting and poking them Like "look at me, LOOK, I CANT SAY IT OUT LOUD, JUST LOOK AT ME AND USE YOUR BIG BRAIN AND REALISE WHAT I NEED COME ON"

22. Favorite thing/part about sex—intimacy, role-playing, etc.

Oh its definitely intimacy. Being so vulnerable without his milion barriers, all secrets in the air seemed impossible before, a ground to be hurt and disgarded. But it was anything but! He loves how both Wei and Ortega show him how desirable he is despide all that Regene buisness. He loves how they also discard all their barriers and let him see all of them without lies or false masks. He loves that he get to be delicate and soft with them. He loves when Steel let his shields down and during sex fed Rowan his own pleasure. He loves that Ortega speaks his mind freely, so he doesnt even need to hear his thoughts to know if its good or not.

#rowan rowan #honestly i feel like crying when i think about him having sex and realising its all good he is happy and loved and cherished #and allowed to feel all of that #and then i feel like crying when thinking about his first time with ortega the pleasure of the act #and the bitter realisation Ortega might never even given his this if he knew about his tattos #and then telling Ortega him being ok and wow #he loves me??? despide all that shitt??#the fuck is wrong with that guy??

I’ll distract you 😌💕

24 21 and 16!!! Please 🙏🏼

Thank you, I am writing now 20 pages about floods in my country and I need to break. Did you know that in the middle ages only one guy wrote down what were the causes of some floods and after he died everybody was like "in year 1493 there was a flood but its boring and i wont write anything more about it" I AM DOING A STATISTICS ABOUT ALL MAYOR FLOOD WHY NOBODY OF YOU WROTE DOWN WHAT CAUSES IT OH MY GOOOOD

Anyway, I am going to stop talking about flood and talk about Rowan, my beloved :)

16. Describe their least favorite/most embarassing sexual encounter.

I am going to assume consensual. I dont really wanna bring my mood down to think what happend in Farm.

His least favorite was his first time he got in contact with anything sexual. (Rowan was all his life extremely asexual and sex repulsed, only now his relationship with Steel and Ortega made him realise sex was good and it was something he actualy wanted and liked.) I think it would be when he was a Farm operative on some mission, he was pretending to be asleep in some club to have free range to scan minds of patrons, when some couple started doing it next to him, with this whole "haha its more exciting because somebody is near and we can be caught" while Rowan couldnt move away and was subjected to their very horny thoughts and was all like "Eww Eww Eww stop it! stop it! Blergh!"

Most embarassing was his first time with Ortega, when he still havent told him about being Regene and they did it in the dark. I imagine Rowan was stiff as board at the beggining, for sure accidentally hitting Ortega once or twice and so unsure it was painfuly visible he had no experince. But it was good. Ortega was patient and loving and both of them didnt comment when both of them started to cry in the middle of it.

You know what! His first time at all would be super embarassing too! It was with Steel and he powered through all the foreplay with pure determination of "i like wei he likes me we both want to have sex stop being nervous STOP BEING NERVOUS CALM DOWN" and then suddenly when he sits on Wei's dick he just breaks down like "THIS SO NERVE WRACKING WHAT DO I DO?? WHAT IF I DO SOMETHING WRONG? WHAT IF I RUIN THE SEX? HOW DO I EVEN HAVE A GOOD SEX? HOW DO I EVEN MAKE IT GOOD FOR WEI??" and Steel have a little heart attack. He have to calm Rowan down and assure him that he doesnt have to do anything, he can just lay down and enjoy and be a little pillow princess its ok, they have time. After that well :)

21. What scent of candle do they light after sex?

I like to imagine Rowan as sleek and modern guy with woodsy scents. I had one that I think would suit him, It was called Seaside Woods Yankee Candle. But to be honest I think he would just light up a cigarette :D

24. A song they would fuck/get fucked to

Honest to god I think he would fuck in silence. I think he would concentrate too much on his partner on noises they make on their thoughts to even hear any kind of music in the background. But I think Ortega is more of a guy to have music while having sex and Rowan would just roll his eyes at him and bitch about it but honestly agree to anything if he could have Ortega kissing him into matress.

#excuse any mistakes i dont feel like checking this #rowan rowan #i need to come back to my floods

8 and 25 for the nsfw asks, if you’re up for it!

Thank for the ask! 😘😘

8.How often do they have sex dreams?

Oh Rowan is in many aspects a blushing innocent virgin. He kinda never had sex dreams before coming back to Los Diablos. Then Ortega is back in his life and ??? He is hit with weird dreams???? The dreams are really an uncommon thing for him. I would say almost something that never happened. But when it does he is an blushing ball of irritation, ready to spit fire at anybody who have unpleasure to be close to him.

25.Share a sample line of dirty-talk

As i said he is quite inexperienced, and honestly he wouldn't even think about dirty-talk consciously. So I think his lines would most likely be things he blurs out without thinking like:

"God, you have no idea what you're doing to me"

"Fuck, don't stop, i'll die if you stop, dont you dare to stop"

"How are you able to make me feel like this? Nothing ever felt so good"

"I dreamed about this, you know? Cant believe we got to make it true"

#Thank you for asking!!!!!!#i will take every opportunity to talk about my OC #Alwayyyyys!!#So thank you!!#rowan rowan

Okay okay okay

19. what scarred them the most about the heartbreak incident?👀👀👀

18. What is their greatest fear 👀

Ohho! honestly good questions! And even better I think they are connected when it comes to Rowan.

I might ramble a bit, but I will try to put everything the best way I can.

18. I think Rowan’s greatest fear is that good things that are happening to him are either not real or that he will be unable to keep them.

Of course It all starts with Farm and being Re Gene. His true identity is a constant buzzing noise in his head. He has friends, people who care about him, but he can't stop thinking if they knew, if they knew truly everything about him, they would turn away from him. They think they like him, he sees in their mind that they like him, but is it real? Would they still think the same if they found out he is a mere imitation of human beings? No. And it would hurt. Like hell. So the best option is to push them away. But he wants to be loved so much. He would push people away at the same time begging them not to leave him alone. I think He did it a lot with Ortega back in Sidestep days.

Poor Ricardo must have been confused all the time, until he figured Rowan out. Imagine Rowan just lashing out like “Cant you just leave me the fuck alone?? why cant you take a hint!!” and Ortega nodding like “ Yeah I will leave you alone, whatever you want, but do you want to go watch movies in my apartment?” and Rowan just staring at him flabbergasted like “......................yes ok”

When he finally believes something is real, is good and is for him, he can't stop his fear that it would not be his for long. That he would not be strong or alerted enough to defend himself or his happiness. That’s also a big reason why he has a really hard time, relaxing enough to have an actual full night of sleep.

The answer to 19 I think it would be connected to that. What scared him the most in Heartbreak was probably the fact how helpless he was and that his biggest fears were not unrealistic, the worst thing that could happen to him, did happen as he feared it would and he couldn't do anything to prevent it.

He was getting a cocksure of himself. He was running with rangers, he could fight. He thought himself so strong. But still He lost everything so easily. He had freedom, friends, he was happy and he had his own apartment and he was free from the Farm and it all changed in mere seconds. I think rowan was waiting all this time for foot to fall down, for something to happen. He was too happy, he was getting too comfortable. He couldn't stop himself from thinking, this can't be right, i can't just get so much good for so long. Something will happen, something must happen. But still when it did happen and he suddenly woke up back in Farm I think It shocked him deeply.

I think the years between Heartbreak and Rebirth were full of him trying to have good things and running away out of fear that these good things will be taken away from him. Honestly If Ortega wouldn't manage to make his dumb ass go to the therapy, things would turn really ugly.

But he is better now, I swear!

#Rowan Rowan #Thanks for asking!#i enjoyed this a lot :)))