// feelsy ramblings below-
Hooollllyyy shit. I hate being busy lately I want to write some Essamon but that requires hours of work and concentration I can’t put in rn. God I just- I adore friends to lovers trope so much. I love steadily watching them grow more trust between them; growing comfortable, making jokes, supportive physical contact
I’m so excited for their growth. Especially Amon becuz it seems like he had a breakthrough he needed, so maybe he’ll crack the door open a bit more.
Like I want commonplace hand holding and eager conversation sooo bad. And then that ever-so-slow transition of “this person has been a great friend in my life who I respect and admire, who’s nice looking, who I happily devote my time and energy towards, who I trust entirely, who I can already be comfortably sentimental with, but now I kinda want to hold them close and kiss them softly too ohhh fuck” hnngg my romantic ass feelings fcuk.
ngl I would die.... for Amon to start growing crush feelings first but like- you never know what’s going to create the first spark between them and I’m so fucking eager just- fuccckkkk *steeples my fingers and leans forward* you two losers are gonna find and create a world of happiness one day to share with each other and these morons around you give it time