Mother [ @royaltower ]
How will i ever explain to her, that i allowed reckless fury to cloud my judgement? The Thought of disappointing the dowager queen fills his guts with worms, writhing with blame. Vhagar, sensing his unease attempts to comfort by bumping her head against him. and as he reaches out to repay the gesture, he finds her face wet. Truly the blood is on my hands alone. He hears himself muttering to his she dragon. “kirimvose, sȳrī ao gōntan”, Thank you, you did well. He says. The War would be fought and won with fire now, scolding her for drawing blood would be of little use now.
Then with heavy heart and heavy feet, he brings himself to the Keep. Has it grown redder? His mother greets him with a smile, and a look of expectancy upon her face. a gleam of hope within her brown eyes. I’ll have to kill that too. he realizes, with no lack of guilt. She speaks of Rhaenyra and forces, and peace, but he barely hears her.
I could keep silent. he contemplates. Prey to the seven Lucerys’ remains do no wash ashore, She needn’t know. As tempting as it is, He knows it is the Coward’s way. Kinslaying is bad enough, i needn’t add Craven to that list. A soldier must be BOLD.
“Mother.” He says quietly, His hand moving out to wrap itself around her, as if ready to catch her should the news knock her off her feet. “I...” he licks his lip. lilac eye fixed on a point BEHIND her. “I do not think Rhaenyra will accept our terms. Not when she learns of Lucerys’ demise.”

















