NOTARY OF HELL

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Welcome to FORMEDTERROR, a rp blog for Derrek Wolf / Berith, The Great Duke Of Hell.

The content of this blog is restricted to 18+ due to the nature of the content located here, the themes that are present and my personal comfort.

My name is André, my pronouns are They / Them, I am 29 years old and a full time college student. The activity on this blog will vary, but you can usually find me on  Discord  (Mutuals   only)

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Every once in a while, I remember the fact that Derrek is technically a felon in the United States AND wanted in several countries.

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SUPERNATURAL SENTENCE STARTERS / SEASONS 4 - 5

❛ What’s the matter? You don’t think you deserve to be saved? ❜

❛ You should show me some respect. I dragged you out of hell. I can throw you back in. ❜

❛ Destiny can’t be changed. All roads lead to the same destination. ❜

❛ I have questions. I have doubts. I don’t know what is right and what is wrong anymore. ❜

❛ The only reason you’re still alive is because you’ve been useful. But the moment that ceases to be true, the second you become more trouble than you’re worth, one word, one, and I will turn you to dust. ❜

❛ Who do I have to kill to get some French fries around here? ❜

❛ How I feel, this… inside me, I wish I couldn’t feel anything. I wish I couldn’t feel a damn thing. ❜

❛ We’re all scared. That’s the big secret… We’re all scared. ❜

❛ If you think you have good intentions, think again. ❜

❛ It’s not blame that falls on you. It’s fate. ❜

❛ I’m tired of burying friends. ❜

❛ You ask me to open that door and walk through it…? You will not like what walks back out. ❜

❛ I’m sorry. This is a very serious, very emotional situation for you. I shouldn’t laugh. It’s just that, I mean, are they serious? They sent you to torture me? ❜

❛ Oh, you’ll spill your guts, one way or the other. I just didn’t want to ruin my shoes. ❜

❛ Most folks live and die without moving anything more than the dirt it takes to bury them. You get to change things. Save people. ❜

❛ I can’t see your face, but those are definitely your brooding and pensive shoulders. ❜

❛ You promised me my family would be okay! You promised you were gonna take care of them! ❜

❛ I gave you everything you asked me to give. I gave you more. This is the thanks I get? This is what you do? ❜

❛ Now for the punch line. Everybody dies. ❜

❛ Now I’m asking you, for once, trust me. ❜

❛ Maybe you’re right. Maybe there’s, no escape. After all, how can you run from what’s inside you? ❜

❛ You don’t know me. You never did. And you never will. ❜

❛ Well, boo hoo! I am so sorry your feelings are hurt, princess! ❜

❛ Are you under the impression that family’s supposed to make you feel good, make you an apple pie, maybe? They’re supposed to make you miserable! That’s why they’re family! ❜

❛ We’ve been through much together, you and I. And I just wanted… to say, I’m sorry it ended like this. ❜

❛ What is so worth saving? I see nothing but pain here! ❜

❛ No more crap about being a good soldier, there is a right and there is a wrong here, and you know it! ❜

❛ If there is anything worth dying for, this is it. ❜

❛ Well, can’t make an omelet without cracking a few eggs. In this case, truckloads of eggs, but you get the picture. ❜

❛ Oh God. Is that a molar? I have a molar in my hair? This has been a really stressful day. ❜

❛ I’ve got no idea, but what I do have is a GED and a give-em hell attitude, and I’ll figure it out. ❜

❛ I’m hunted, I rebelled, and I did it, all of it, for you, and you failed. ❜

❛ I lost everything… for nothing. ❜

❛ You feel bad now? Wait ‘till you’re thigh-deep in warm corpses. ‘Cause my friend, I’m just getting started. ❜

❛ We’ve talked about this. Personal space? ❜

❛ I was dead from the moment we said hello. ❜

❛ Don’t you get it? You can’t run from yourself. ❜

❛ Same song, different verse. Things are never gonna change with you. Ever. ❜

❛ My heart breaks for you. The weight on your shoulders, what you’ve done, what you still have to do. It is more than anyone could bear. ❜

❛ You’re not fooling me, you know that? With this sympathy for the Devil crap? I know what you are. ❜

❛ Whatever you do, you will always end up here. No matter what choices you make, whatever details you alter, we will always end up…here. ❜

❛ Maybe we are each other’s Achilles’ Heel. Maybe they’ll find a way to use us against each other, I don’t know. I just know we’re all we’ve got. ❜

❛ You can do the right thing. You’ve got choices. But if you make the wrong ones, it’ll haunt you for the rest of your life. ❜

❛ I have to believe someone can make the right choice, even if I couldn’t. ❜

❛ You know, I’m starting to get why parents lie to their kids. You want them to believe that the worst thing out there is mixing Pop Rocks and Coke - protect them from the real evil. You want them going to bed feeling safe. If that means lying to them, so be it. ❜

❛ I wish this were a TV show. Easy answers, endings wrapped up in a bow. But this is real. And it’s gonna end bloody for all of us. That’s just how it’s gotta be. ❜

❛ Now listen very closely. Here’s what’s gonna happen. You’re gonna suck it up, accept your responsibilities, and play the roles that destiny has chosen for you! ❜

❛ Are you giving me the 'Last Night on Earth’ speech? ❜

❛ What a peculiar thing you are. ❜

❛ I still love him. But I am going to kill him because it is right and I have to. ❜

❛ Think of the million random choices that you make, and yet how each and every one of them brings you closer to your destiny. Do you know why that is? Because it’s not random. It’s not chance. It’s a plan that is playing itself out perfectly. Free will’s an illusion. ❜

❛ I can see how broken you are, how defeated; you can’t win and you know it, but you just keep fighting, just keep going through the motions. You’re not hungry, because inside, you’re already dead. ❜

❛ We’re supposed to be a team, it’s supposed to be you and me against the world, right? ❜

❛ Not for nothing, but the last person who looked at me like that… I got laid. ❜

❛ Well, we’re working on the power of love. ❜

❛ I love you, but you are a great big bag of dicks. ❜

❛ No one gives us the right. We take it. ❜

❛ If anyone gets to end this world, it’s me. ❜

❛ Before we get down to brass tacks, some ground rules: No slaughtering each other, curb your wrath. Oh, and keep your hands off the local virgins. We’re trying to keep a low profile here. ❜

❛ Get the hell off my property before I blast you so full of rock salt, you crap margaritas. ❜

❛ I don’t understand your definition of good news. ❜

❛ You are not the burnt and broken shell of a man that I believed you to be. ❜

❛ You have an inflated sense of your importance. ❜

❛ To a thing like me, a thing like you, well… Think how you’d feel if a bacterium sat at your table and started to get snarky. ❜

❛ I’m old. Very old. So, I invite you to contemplate how insignificant I find you. ❜

❛ However you feel now, it’s only gonna get so very, very much worse… questions? ❜

❛ I suggest we imbibe copious quantities of alcohol. ❜

❛ You’re not a kid anymore, and I can’t keep treating you like one. Maybe I gotta grow up a little, too. ❜

❛ Come on, I’ve never lied to you, you could at least pay me the same respect. ❜

❛ We’re going to kill each other. And for what? We don’t even know the answer. Let’s just walk off the chessboard. ❜

❛ What would you rather have: peace or freedom? ❜

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Do I try to make my way back here? Maybe.

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Derrek Wolf / Berith, The Great Duke Of Hell, Formedterror, SPN, Biblical & Personal canon, Mutuals only, 18+,     Triggering content, Penned by André

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hellsurvivr​:

      she senses the threat for exactly as it is, and does nought but raise an eyebrow in his direction. daring him to follow through with it.    ❝  good for you  …  ❞          she  sighs with nothing but boredom permeating her countenance. she had no patience for those that were from hell. and he stunk of it. it dripped from his very aura and it put her on edge. hence the unbridled violence she was keeping contained.  

 ❝  and why the fuck would i respect you ??.  ❞       he atleast had her midly curious now.

    there was part of him that wanted to take care of this in a calm matter; no violence and passively. It was such a thing that was newer - that could be controlled given enough will. another part - which was far more violent - no doubt was the winning benefactor of this situation.

one that was challenged and willing to do what was necessary. such an amount was up for debate - yet, there was always something more of a message. more than a warning and more than simply angered words, which would mean nothing in long run of reality.

a moment passed, then three others and then finally, he vanished. a moment later, he reappeared right behind her. No doubt far too close for comfort - a bit too much into personal space. less than a second later, right arm went around to hold her in place; if only to catch her off guard, something that was slim, but . . . it was worth the risk anyways. all the same, derrek’s eyes began to glow; a bright light erupting from them. no doubt much to singe anything that could see them (another reason he was behind her), but so far, everything was done as to terrify or rather, a warning the other.

truth be told, derrek hadn’t even gotten to the message part, but he would get there. that was something that would happen. the how was still up for debate.

    “because i’m the stuff of nightmares.” perhaps he could have focused a bit more on the come back, but instead he would have to deal with it as he spoke again and tightened his grip. “and there is nowhere you can hide.”

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𝐋𝐎𝐊𝐈  𝐐𝐔𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒 .

from  the   disney+  series .  mentions  of  death  present .

“ i  beg  your  pardon . ” “ on  behalf  of  the  time  variance  authority ,  i  hereby  arrest  you  for  crimes  against  the  sacred  timeline .  hands  up ,  you’re  coming  with  us . ” “ get  out  of  my  way . ” “ can  you  at  least  tell  me  what  it  is ? ” “ it  sounds  dumb . ” “ know  this .  you  cross  me ,  there  are  deadly  consequences . ” “ please  sign  this  to  verify  this  is  everything  you’ve  ever  said . ” “ oh ,  this  is  absurd . ” “ do  a  lot  of  people  not  know  if  they’re  robots ? ” “ this  is  a  mistake !  i  shouldn’t  be  here . ” “ who  actually  believes  this  bunkum ? ” “ i’m  sorry ,  my  friend  is  an  imbecile . ” “ madam ,  a  god  doesn’t  plead . ” “ look ,  this  has  been  a  very  enjoyable  pantomime ,  but  i’d  like  to  go  home  now . ” “ no  one  bad  is  ever  truly  bad ,  and  no  one  good  is  ever  truly  good . ” “ can  you  hear  me ?  are  you  a  recording ?  or  are  you  eve  alive ? ” “ love  is  a  dagger . ” “ i  thought  perhaps  we  could  work  together ,  but  now  i  see  you  lack  vision . ” “ come  any  closer  and  i’ll  kill  him . ” “ you’re  not  the  only  tech  savvy  loki . ” “ i  don’t  know  what  that  means ! ” “ i’m  sorry ,  madam .  didn’t  exactly  have  time  to  scan  the  brochure . ” “ by  the  way ,  i  thought  you  wanted  me  dead . ” “ so  we’re  a  team  now ? ” “ welcome  to  the  real  world .  down  there ,  we’re  awful  to  one  another  to  get  what  we  want . ” “ you  could  be  whoever ,  whatever  you  want  to  be ,  even  someone  good . ” “ every  moment  those  variants  are  out  there ,  we’re  all  in  danger .  find  them ! ” “ and  so ,  that’s  where  i  grew  up .  the  ends  of  a  thousand  worlds .  and  now ,  that’s  where  i’ll  die . ” “ do  you  think  that  what  makes  a  loki  a  loki  is  the  fact  that  we’re  destined  to  lose ? ” “ we  may  lose ,  sometimes  painfully .  we  don’t  die . ” “ we  survive .  i  mean ,  you  did . ” “ you  did  it  on  your  own .  you  ran  rings  around  them .  you’re  amazing ! ” “ well ? ” “ i  know  you  have  some  quip  you’re  dying  to  say . ” “ oh ,  i  don’t  have  a  quip .  i’ve  nothing  to  say  to  you . ” “ when  you  think  the  ends  justify  the  means ,  there’s  not  much  you  won’t  do . ” “ what  is  this  place ?  where  are  we ?  who  are  you ? ” “ this  is  the  void ,  that’s  alioth .  and  we’re  his  lunch .  come  on ! ”  “ i’m  as  in  the  dark  as  you  are . ” “ your  whole  reality’s  been  destroyed .  tell  me ,  how  does  it  feel  to  be  on  the  other  side  of  it ? ” “ this  is  it ,  isn’t  it ?  this  is  where  you  dragged  me  after  you  stole  my  life .  a  fitting  place ,  then ,  to  take  yours . ” “ and  what  if  i  said  loki  wasn’t  dead ?  not  yet ,  anyway . ” “ i’d  say  you  were  lying . ” “ maybe .  or  maybe  we  want  the  same  thing . ” “ i’m  telling  you  this  willingly . ” “ i  want  to  know  who  lied  to  me . ” “ that’s  nice .  super  believable . ” “ i’d  like  to suggest  we  take  a  quick  breather  so  i  can  ask  several  thousand  questions . ” “ it’s  been  a  very ,  very ,  very  trying  past  few  days .  ” “ all  i  know  is ,  i  got  pruned  and  i  woke  up  here ,  and  now  i’m  surrounded  by  variants  of  myself ,  plus  an  alligator ,  which  i’m  heartbroken  to  report  i  didn’t  even  find  all  that  strange ! ” “ tough .  got  to  keep  moving  so  we  don’t  die . ” “ why  the  hell  is  there  an  alligator  in  here ? ”  “ okay ,  but  what’s  your  plan ? ” “ don’t  die . ” “ don’t  die  isn’t  a  plan .  it’s  a  general  demand  of  living . ” “ we’re  all  villains  here .  we’ve  all  done  horrible ,  terrible ,  horrific  things . ” “ all  i  know  is ,  i  don’t  want  to  hurt  you .  i  don’t  want  a  throne .  i  just  want  you  to  be  okay . ” “ well ,  if  you  think  it’s  a  bad  idea ,  i  prefer  you  to  speak  your  mind . ” “ we  write  our  own  destiny  now . ”

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@formedterror​ gets KARTER KANE

“So…”

HE TRAILS OFF.

“Y’guys got some sorta COMPASS in yer fuckin’ skulls that keeps pullin’ ya toward m’door er am I jus’ special?”

AND AT THIS POINT he’s so used to encounters like this that it verged on sad. He knew he was no saint, but there came a point where it crossed over into the ridiculous.

“I mean––like FIRST a fuckin’ cult leader an’ now this…?”

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“Have you ever thought the world DOESN’T revolve around YOUR wants?”

Such a thing didn’t need to be said  - nor did he think it was important, but saying such a thing as a REMINDER usually worked. There also times that it didn’t.  Not that it mattered EITHER way, that wasn’t here nor there.

“That you BELIEVE you’re a campus or a force that brings people to you. An INACCURATE guess at best and at worst? A foolish endeavor to bring PEACE to your LIMITED existence.”

“Some might find it AMUSING, but I find it... pitiful.”

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“You’re all teeth.” A statement of fact. “Being commanded by something that doesn’t even care about anything else then their own personal designs.” A statement, which was presented as a matter of fact - even if such a thing was extremely based upon own personal bias’

“The same could be contented for you. A nightmare in this world?” He clicked his tongue against the roof of his mouth. “Shouldn’t someone be watching you? Or are you a great little one now?”

A step forward was taken as eyes narrowed and voice became more suited for anger; hot and fiery… almost to the point of rage and the utmost contempt. “I’d be more worried about those who’d get in my way and not some... nightmare who’s only redeeming aspect is they can do great things. If they so desire it.”

@eyeless-smiles xxx

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@thorrncrowned​ asked:  ❝ a desperate creature can be the most dangerous. ❞  ( w/ cassian langston )

“Desperation has never been an advisable nature of mine.”

Nor was it ever going to be. Considering one’s self would never be that brash. True, he had done things that were ultimately done through self-necessity, but that was besides the point. It always would be with him.

“It’s best to handle things concisely than on unpredictable impulse.”

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Derrek Wolf / Berith, The Great Duke Of Hell, Formedterror, SPN, Biblical & Personal canon, Mutuals only, 18+,     Triggering content, Penned by André

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hmm. Make me starters!

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❛ would things be easier if there was a right way? ❜ — @formedterror

The blood drips slowly, leaking down John’s face and hands.

The question is one he’s pondered many times, the one he prayed over and over again as the hunger has torn into him — the one he wishes he had the answer to.

“I’m.. not sure of anything anymore.” He whispers, eyes glittering dully. “Maybe. Maybe.” He wants to say more but his voice cracks and goes thin — he’s so weak, weak to his mind and this hunger and the regret he feels.

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At one time, there would have been a semblance of sympathy. Of perhaps shared regret and an understanding. Such a thing would have never been mentioned and yet . . . it was still there all the same.

“---- Lack of judgement is difficult. It is the common cause to focus on what you see and what you know. Not necessarily the truth of the matter.” If one could even all the many layers of lies and deceit a version of truth. “It’s a highly difficult thing to get past.”

“---- Maybe even neigh impossible for someone who knows far more about both sides of the grand plan than necessary.”

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@formedterror​ is in the fire !

“So all those old nursery stories were true,” Geoffrey said with an amused look. “I suppose I am damned then. Or does god not exist and we’re all in the hands of devils like you?” It’s there, the thought hat he could and should try to use this to his advantage but that was dangerous when one didn’t know how this piece might move across the chessboard. 

He wondered if this infernal ancestor had made himself known to the rest of the family. Though Geoffrey felt reasonably confident in his litany of sins. He’d made war on his father, his brother Richard, sacked churches to fund those wars, he lied to excess, coveted everything and could now add being an adulterer and fairly accomplished sodomite to the list thanks entirely to Philippe Auguste II of France. 

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One who looked too far into anything would no doubt find themselves in situations with no possible solutions. A truthful opinion, which was rooted in practice - rather than simply an idea with no verifiable evidence. Far easier to assume one could always win than focus on loosing and win in the eventual long run.

“There are places that one could call . .  . sacred. It depends on where one would look and how deep they go. Despite assumptions, there is no great silver city or darkened sphere in the vastness of what is either far above or below.” Perspective was all that it was and yet there was still entire truth in the matter.  Not a half-baked story, but rather something more concrete - even if the reality of matters were not.

“Whatever exists,” he says, pausing for a moment, “It’s far out of the reach of anyone besides those who wish to seek it out.” Among other things, that meant revealing himself to more or perhaps even making a grand show of sport, but that wasn’t here nor there.

“Unfortunately, I am not one of them.”

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Derrek Wolf / Berith, The Great Duke Of Hell, Formedterror, SPN, Biblical & Personal canon, Mutuals only, 18+,     Triggering content, Penned by André

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