#rp personal

[jonsn0wing]

i have a gr8 friendship group plot idea but albr doesnt exist anymore and i’m not looking to relive the last attempt at joining a site so that sucks but o well this is my life now

[jonsn0wing]

*casually goes down the rabbit hole of old albr threads*

[jonsn0wing]

pouring one out for all the plots that still take up my thoughts even though they'll never be completed 😔🍺

[jonsn0wing]

i cranked out 7 replies during a 46 song playlist instead of doing nano things o well

[jonsn0wing]

i just re-read all my old vince drabbles/ask meme responses and i want to cry.  like this was QuALiTy stuff 4 yrs ago damn come back to me 2014 pls

[jonsn0wing]

a site based on ep 4 of black mirror 

[jonsn0wing]

i literally don’t even know what to do at this point.

i haven’t had anything to reply to.  

it’s nice to know this is what it feels like to be pushed out.

yeah, im mad.

no,

actually not mad, just upset.  like i was enjoying these plots and threads and i thought that everyone involved was too but i guess not???????  i don’t know what you want me to do.  i don’t want to talk in the cbox/discord.  i don’t feel comfortable doing so.  i don’t understand why that’s such an issue.  i just want to write. 

i just want to write.

[jonsn0wing]

can someone kickstart all of our motivation again pls??  people i talked to almost daily, i haven’t talked to in months and i miss the ships and the writing and the jokes in the cbox.  i miss the group chats and the plotting and god knows i’ve been shit lately too, but wow i just miss everything albr ):  it’s stupid and naive to wish for the ~good old days~ when i know better but i want to be stupid and naive.  ):  so ya if the old crew could come back or s/t idk that would be cool