I hate wanting you as bad as I do because you deserve better.
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I hate wanting you as bad as I do because you deserve better.
I’m convincing myself that hurting you is what I want but I’m always gonna want the opposite and I hate myself for that.
(^3^) (Randa)
Send (^3^) for a kiss from my muse. For ;; @iepurasx☁ Accepting ☁
He manages not to touch the ears this time, but he still hesitates on the incline of his head, the lean in, to thread his fingers through the younger’s soft hair; finding that it’s much simpler when he actually does. He seems less nervous about the touch when he’s got something to support under his palms.
Randa cradles the boy’s head carefully, fibers of his hair bunching obediently beneath his hands; sliding between the creases of his fingers. He keeps the younger close, but holds loosely, so that he could pull away if he wanted, and pauses just before the very peaks of their lips brush to give him a questioning look.
As though to ask: is it okay?
And soon he envelopes Jungkook in a soft, sweet kiss; careful, collected, unmoving until he’s certain it’s welcome.
He begins to mouth, purposeful, very faint, untraceable words that open and close and repeatedly overlay their lips; engulfing them in a quiet trance.
Like they’re the only two people in the world.
It’s a moment before he pulls back enough to speak. “I didn’t think you’d want me to do that...”
[text] You want nothing to do with me, I get it.
ANGSTY TEXTS, BITCHFor ;; @dcnvct☁ Accepting ☁
[ SMS ; Gi ] Who the hell told you that?[ SMS ; Gi ] Seriously, where are you getting this?[ SMS ; Gi ] It’s not true. I want everything to do with you.
[text] Yeah, you looked good in your suit last night but really, they looked way better on my floor. @ Namjoon
SEXY TEXTS, BITCHFor ;; @dcnvct☁ Accepting ☁
[ SMS ; Gi ] I’ll say.[ SMS ; Gi ] Wait I think I left my tie at your place.[ SMS ; Gi ] Guess I could come get it. If you’re not busy...
[text] Please don’t do this. @ Namjoon
ANGSTY TEXTS, BITCHFor ;; @clxmxnt ☁ Accepting ☁
[ SMS ; Jimin ] Don’t do what? Leave?[ SMS ; Jimin ] What do you want me to do then?[ SMS ; Jimin ] I can’t keep seeing you everywhere, Jimin. It fucking hurts.[ SMS ; Jimin ] I think it’d be best for both of us if I left. Otherwise, fuck, I don’t think I can get over you.
This event was a whirlwind. I had a complete blast when I met the kid we were with for the day. His name was John and he was full of life... Telling jokes, playing games and for once, he said he was care free... But because Jude was around I couldn't talk to the little guy one on one. I wanted to tell him that it will be okay because... Because I know from experience.. I wish I could've told him I was sick too but that just would've been too much and Jude would've found out. ---Jude is nice. He's a really great mate to have around, and he makes me laugh like no other but I don't know where this will lead to, I don't need another person to worry about me so I'm just gonna keep it surface based. I'm here if they'd ever need me but I wouldn't want to sludge my shit show into them The cherry on top of all this was that I could've sworn I saw Rae. After the way we just let our relationship die out and I went back to Sydney I thought it would've been weird if we ever reencountered each other again... But it wasn't. It was different. All the carnal desires I once felt for her rushed back with a single glance at brunette. - i don't think I could ever go back into a relationship but I mean if I had one more night to show her a /good/ time, I wouldn't mind that at all. -aside from this, there's one other girl I always seem to have a reoccurring flirtation with but she's just MIA most of the time. Oh well, she lucked out be saving herself the hassle of having me as a burden