Runaway
Living through this black haze
Chores pile up
I hear them
Laughing at my incapacity
I focus in
Less these days
I feel so alone
Since my home became my prison once more
Since my visible scars are no longer innocent
I want to cry for eternities
How could it be?
You'd expect me to live
Depraved of freedom
Ripping my skin away everyday
Just so
I'd do the right thing
How can it be?
You expected me
To live in abuse, terror, madness, panic, fear
I wonder if you've ever felt anything at all.
I wonder how you came to terms with my decision
If it was so unacceptable,
Where were you?
You realise don't you,
You weren't there
You only made promises you couldn't keep
So brother tell me again
I shouldn't of runaway from home,
Even if I began ripping myself apart..
Even if years later going back
Caused me to have a misadventure
Even I never recovered from..