@ruptorune !
IT’S BEEN ALMOST A YEAR. and it’s been a tough one. not as much a rollercoaster because there had been way more downs than ups. started with him breaking up with her after their whole relationship had been crumbling for months before. stress of finding a place of her own. the aftermath of the break-up. spiraling. almost overdosing. the wake up call after almost dying. rosie’s intervention. moving, again. losing two of her jobs. quitting the last one. trying to get sober. falling back. trying again. failing again. it’s been rough but things are starting to look up - somewhat. she’s avoided going out. in fact, she hasn’t left the apartment much at all. had fallen into a bit of a slump. tonight was the first night out in two months. she hadn’t drunk or taken anything in around seven weeks which may not sound like a lot but it was a huge step for her. but it’s also tugging on every fiber of her being, she’d be lying if she said she wasn’t tempted all the god damn time. daisy had no intention of staying too long ( a strange thought for someone who used to be the last to leave. ) only waiting for rosie to catch up with everyone while she tried not to get too involved into conversations. they would all go the same direction and it’s the last thing she needs right now. at some point, a free spot on the couch catches her eye. with her cup still in hand, she lets herself fall onto it. head turns to see who she had landed next to and a lump immediately forms in her throat, swallowing thickly. ker hadn’t mentioned he’d be here. why would he be anyway ? part of her considers simply getting back up again and walking away but she’s frozen. left staring at him. heart breaks once more at the thought of him having become a stranger. there’d been little to no contact and now he was here. popping up out of nowhere. mind blank, the breathed greeting just slips out before she can stop it. ❛ hi. ❜









