Jul 14
Still spending money carelessly …
seen from Venezuela
seen from United States
seen from Lebanon
seen from Germany
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from Japan
seen from Malaysia
seen from India
seen from Philippines
seen from Japan
seen from Türkiye
seen from China
seen from China
seen from Pakistan
seen from Germany
seen from Belgium
seen from United States
seen from Türkiye
seen from Latvia
Still spending money carelessly …
lately been spending way too much money
going to try an asmr massage treatment next week! I'm excited for the hair play and neck tracing. I've seen videos online of similar treatments and they seem soooo relaxing. I feel like it's important I have some kind of physical touch based self-care activity as I am rarely ever attracted to bodies lol and I was so touch deprived until I moved in with my physically affectionate roommate. I don't want to be that touch deprived that I flinch away from physical touch or maintain so much physical distance from others. it was a long period of being disconnected to that need so I'm trying to be more intentional about having physical contact with others
recently spoke with a classmate about them being vegetarian for 20 years and recently eating meat again. they said their energy has DOUBLED and they feel so much better. I have been struggling with low energy for a couple years now even though I do have a lot of energy most of the time, so I feel more swayed to consider it
andor feeling a bit too similar to reality ….
growing up as a self identifying girl but now also queergender is realizing that gender is complicated and I may never fully understand it within myself and that's okay. I don't need specific labels that are exactly how I feel. I can just be. No explanation.
just redownloaded the tumblr app! Were there always this many ads…?
first day of grad school was a success 🙂↕️