It's kinda.... Works????
Short disclaimer: I don't know how to draw, I'm trying to try everything at once to understand what I can do at least
I found a tutorial where one dude (unfortunately can't remember his YouTube channel, but as soon as I'll be home I'll add it here) and he suggested to draw forms and separate the shadows and draw shadows and then blend them etc
So I was like: Well, I still kinda don't understand how blending works, because sometimes it's perfect sometimes it's drugging colour too much, so I decided to follow his tutorial
AND U KNOW I'M SHOCKED BECAUSE YES IT'S STILL NOT GOOD
BUT IT SOMEHOW WORKS
Ofc I made a copy of each layer, almost after every change, but hey, it doesn't look that bad
It's not nice, but at least Octavian kinda resembles Octavian, RIGHT??????
Although I want to improve in different style, but still, I THOUGHT I'D NEVER BE ABLE TO MAKE SMTH LIKE THIS