i live in a constant state of being unsure if i’m overreacting and faking everything or thinking that something is wrong with me and loving said wrong thing

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i live in a constant state of being unsure if i’m overreacting and faking everything or thinking that something is wrong with me and loving said wrong thing
i forgot how pointless things are
‘you can learn’ i don’t think anyone’s patient enough to teach
i’m nowhere near as impressive as i was when i was a child
oh well . i’ll js continue my jellyfish ass drifting
“played around and created a masterpiece, if you want more, follow me” ⭐️🔥
“an ego set alight, a stray boy justified, this life is mine“ 🎹🎸⭐️🎤💥
NOW PLAYING : ‘DIVINE’ (stray kids) / ‘EGO RENEGADE BOY’ (flavor foley) / ‘OUTSIDE’ (enhypen) / ‘I DON’T CARE’ (fall out boy) / ‘BREAK MY MIND’ (dagames) / ‘MOVING UP IN THE WORLD’ (dagames)
“pretty boy? no im not, sound the red alert!” ⭐️
names i go by : ‘riki’ , ‘remi’ , ‘red’ + lit anything (within reason), idc
prns and labels : he/she , genderfluid , cupioromantic
theme by : your hashtag boy ever ⭐️ (me)
⭐️ neurodivergent + low empathy ⭐️
“i don’t care what you think as long as it’s about me” ⭐️
world’s vaguest landmine jirai. im usin this blog as a place for me to scream into the void (… subtly, don’t wanna get t-worded again) so there’s a good chance that there will be mentions of things such as $H , $ui idealization , etc. if you don’t want to see such, block , DONT REPORT.
my dni is lit the usual, no bigoted assholes are #allowed to interact with my blog at ALL. get the fuck outta here.
”watch your back, try your best to survive the night!” ⭐️
interests : twst, bllk (anime only 😕) , wbk (anime only 😕), pokemon, fnaf, undertale, mdzs, tgcf, svsss, various vns, yumeshipping (check out @/cherry-aceorta if you want.), haikyuu, ohshc, + a lot more. yay!
music : enhypen, illit, ateez, cortis, nct, boynextdoor, stray kids, + more (i like kpop bgs. im sorry. ik they’re mid. i like it tho. so hush.)
“let’s rock till the sun goes down!” ⭐️
directory :
#rxshiiramble & #rikisheart - general
#rxshii answers - answering asks
#hippy hop hop - the most goated hatchling ever
#twas the night before chimas - irl wimie
“holy shit my foot hurts what”
guy then tries to learn a (not too difficult) kpop choreo
“my foot hurts tf”
roughly 10ish hours til lohen banner i think
im so scared
ok guys its kinda okayish now
but still super mid
uhm. i didn’t realize my flash was on. sorry. anyway yeah that’s my absurdly mid ivan bracelet. yay
your boy got up roughly 5 minutes ago and is being dragged to waffle house or whatevs it’s called
+ got yelled at for moving sluggishly and for saying i don’t like waffles when asked for my opinion??? shit js don’t ask me anything then… m still a bit out of it rn but not enough to be not b annoyed hahahahahahaha j fhvking hate this
TOUR BOY OS DOME AOTH ALL HIS BOG TESTS!!!!!
i think i did terrible on 2 but whatever man at least that’s over with
come hashtag shower your boy with praises for his efforts 😼😼😼😼😼😼😼😼😼😼😼😼(/nf , silly)