#ryanbrave02

[actuallyadhd]

Something only people with ADHD will understand fully: *has thirty thousand things that really should be done by now* me: there's nothing to do today / *internal conversation* what in gods name was the first person to discover that cracking open eggs and cooking them was good thinking while cooking the life of a baby chick away and eating it's remains- *trying to explain to someone and failing* me: why did an egg die before it could live- wait I mean-

Sent April 10, 2019

Relatable.

-J

[pink-ink-goblin]

Mark: hey we should split up | me: mark have you never seen any scooby doo episode you never split up you dumb white-suitted multiple personality disorder dang dingus

TRUTH

I had the exact same Scooby Doo thought as I was going through that part too! xD Because of that, I ended up getting the dimensional watch as my first ending and seeing him get all pissy was absolutely worth it lmao

[ask-bipolarbaldi]

so I'm not diagnosed with bipolar (to be specific, bipolar moods usually last for a week, so like people have good weeks and bad weeks), but instead my moods switch daily, one second I'm happy and the next I am likely to snap at someone for saying hi. The question I have for you, baldi, is who do you turn to when you feel sad or angry? Well, other than at students who can't divide right ^^; I have my family, who do you have? Hope you have a wonderful day baldi! (And mun ❤️)

Baldi wants to talk but he's really startled by this. "I..." Finally he starts.

"I don't know yet if I'm diagnosed with bipolar... I went to the doctor before and told him about it but... I've never returned to it to be sure." He pauses.

"I.. don't want." Baldi confesses. "I'm scared, I don't want to know." And he adds, more like murmuring to himself. "But I should..."

"I got mood swings a lot. Sometimes, it happens during a same day, like you. Other times it stays longer and... the longest I got was one month. And I hate it, the two different types..." He don't want to continue, but the words are coming out before he can stop.

"I-I..... When it happens, it's like I'm going to sleep and so I don't know what I could have done. Only when it's short." He says sadly. Then he turns to the right and face the other way, angrier. "And when it's longer, I wake up and I can only watch what my body is doing or hear what I'm saying."

"............."

"I'm sorry, that wasn't what you asked for.... When I need it, I got my cousin to talk to." The math teacher is calmer now.

"Please, no one else knows and should know. Don't tell anyone, mostly Principal. He already thinks I've got amnesia... And I think I do have too."

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"Thanks for the love ! :D And if you want, I can talk with you about my own experience in DM" - Fake V

[m-i-y-o-k-i]

👏 preach 👏 it 👏 she is awesome and talented and adorable and so sweet and kind and I could write a book about how cool and fuckin amazing she is

Honestly Big Mood

Words can’t describe how wonderful she is tbh

[darkstachedaily]

Tbh it wouldn't even matter to me if you didn't upload daily, this blog is fucking hilarious and amazing enough that this whole time I've just been scrolling through everything because holy shit I just can't even get enough of literally EVERYTHING you post, whether it be art or ask!!! :D

holy smOLy this makes me so unbelievably happy hsdkjfsdfsdncsdf thank u you’re too kind

[actuallyadhd]

so I'm 17 and a kid called me a grown-up for the first time i am s c a r e d 😂

Sent June 24, 2019

LOL

When I was in university and was a youth leader at my church, the youth worker would periodically leave the kids in the care of me and another youth leader and say that we were responsible adults. We’d look at each other and one of us would say “Me? Adult? Responsible?” (I still think that sometimes, and I’m a LOT older now.)

-J

[actuallyadhd]

​For the person who is 23 with ADHD and depression, I have ADHD and depression too, and while I'm only 17 right now, in a way, I had to grow up too soon since my mom and dad were never there, and I've learned that whenever I feel like I've been abandoned or as if I can never measure up to others more success at my age, it's best to turn to someone you trust most (in my case it's my grandmother and siblings) and tell them about it. (1/3)

I also keep in mind that others my age haven’t been through what I have. For example, other 17 year olds usually have a job and a drivers license by now, but I have neither. And since I am homeschooled, I don’t go out enough to make friends, so I’m usually surrounded by family most the time. My older sister has always been the best student, having all As in school. She is in college now and has a job that pays a LOT, and here I am, a B student with nothing to show for it. (2/3)

But I don’t let that get in the way of my life, and of course there is not doubt I will struggle a LOT because of my diagnoses, I remember that I have pushed through it all my life. Likewise, you are 23 years old, look how far you’ve come from when you were younger! You may not feel great now, but never give up on life, I know in my heart you can do great things! (3/3)

Sent March 9, 2019

[pink-ink-goblin]

so I know I still don't know much about BuzzFeed unsolved, but hear me out: what if Shane and Ryan investigated the Markiplier Manor where the paranormal events took place?

I can 100% get behind this crossover!

Shane’s the fearless skeptic, walking in and boldly greeting the supposed ghosts inside like old friends, while also telling them to come kill them if they aren’t cowards.

Ryan’s the cautious believer who jumps at shadows and wants careful communication with the dead, which is hard to do when Shane seeks to piss off everything within in a five mile radius.

They go to Markiplier Manor looking for the spirits that are claimed to haunt the empty halls, but the longer they snoop, the more and more it’s looking like it’s just an old, empty house. Shane is once again being annoyingly proven right, until Ryan takes a hard look into the old cracked mirror by the front door…

And finds the face in the mirror isn’t his.