#rye rambles

[ryemiffie]

"My beautiful princess with a disorder!" And it's a grown man who is incredibly well adjusted

[lookingupatthesamemoon]

finally watching the pitt btw. what happens if whitaker bewitches me...

[lookingupatthesamemoon]

genuinely forgot the joys of making long headcanon docs for all my f/os and s/is i need to get back into that PRONTO like genuinely this could get me back into my writing groove...

[lookingupatthesamemoon]

girl who is 4 weeks behind on her own writing event that she created 😖 guys. i have been crazy busy but trust and believe more summer of selfship fics are on their way. they will almost all surely be late 😭 but trust more are coming soon...

[the-tired-writer]

whining like a sad dog when lonely has you in such a mood fr

[ryebunny]

Uhhhhh very self-deprecating vent under the read more, I have nowhere to talk about this but please don't feel obligated to read it or take it seriously please that would make me feel bad. I love you all ♡

Being ugly and overweight is so so difficult, when I WANT nothing more than to change it, but have no discipline to do so. It's not even a body dysmorphia thing, and I am NOT LOOKING FOR SYMPATHY or to be told I'm beautiful on the inside whatever etc. so please don't even bother. All of my weight is in my stomach and neck. I have acne and scars all over my face and chest because I pick at it. I slouch. I lean to the left. People tell me that I'm pretty or beautiful or whatever, and I know it's a lie. I wish people would stop lying to my face like that. I see pictures of myself or videos with myself in the background and I am physically repulsed. I'm repulsive. No wonder I've never been able to get a boyfriend because I'm ugly and disgusting. Like, yes, I will be the first to admit that I'm a good person on the inside: I'm caring, I'm selfless, I love to serve, I'm kind. But I can't blame people for getting hung up on how I look. I can't even stand the way I look. I hate hate hate hate it. Yet I don't do anything about it??? I know I need to lose weight, I know I need to stop picking my acne. And I just? Don't? I'm the worst. I'm the worst and I know I need to change but I just don't. It's like I can't? And I hate that even more.

[scarlethood]

i need to not get back on the comics hyperfix for like 5 more days just until i move into my house please comics have mercy on my poor attention span

[ryebunny]

Character bingo: Germany!!!

Ahhhhh, Germany.

Okay- I know- my Bingo sheet is confusing.

He's a blorbo of a friend of mine, and he's just kinda there in my mind. And I do ship a very canon-loose GerIta, and that's about all. But at the same time? He is so autistic coded so I can't help but relate to him and project onto him in that sense!