okay but imagine sam being reluctant about having kids because he’s worried that the demon blood will go over to the child as well. imagine sam laying in bed after eileen is asleep (she’s blurry wife, fight me on this), and just pondering on the logic of his demon blood journey. maybe he thinks the trials burned it all out, like he wanted it to - maybe he was purified. or maybe because he didn’t finish the last trial, it is still in him. sam thinking about the ways he can have this confirmed somehow, so that he can act accordingly. he doesn’t want to have a child if he still has demon blood in him because is it worth it? won’t that be morally wrong? how can he burden a child with this?
sam laying awake and wondering if he should try to see if his powers work, that’s definitely a way he could find out if he still has demon blood in him. sam immediately flinching at the thought because no, no he does not, and yes the trial probably purified his blood, and no his child won’t have demon blood.
sam laying awake, heart pounding, still scared to have a child because he doesn’t want to curse them with the same fate
