This has been one of the absolute best, most fulfilling and hardest months for me. I can’t even really put into words all that has been going on inside of my head, and in my world. I’m not sure of all that was real, or what I had imaged was going on. It gets that way sometimes. Foggy. Dark. I’d apologize, but my sister says I don’t have to apologize for my feelings. That’s also a terrible habit of mine too. Making myself smaller to fit into whatever role I feel people want from me. I don’t like that person. I don’t want to be that person. My future doesn’t deserve that. My child doesn’t need that example to follow. So here I am. At the very end of the month, attempting to piece my self back together. Spring is here, and as nature blossoms and begins again. So will I. That’s it. See you on the other side.