Spoilers for 03x07 of Yellowjackets!
Something about how Lottie was so upset because it wasn't meant to be this way and Ben was their bridge home, only for that bridge to come thanks to Ben's death - and the resulting screaming party - and for Lottie to quite literally cut it down.
The fact that Lottie didn't see the vision, and probably thought she was doing the right thing because they didn't belong.
The fact that she's schizophrenic and deluded and paranoid and scared and all she wants is to protect what they have. What they've built for themselves.
Oh, Lottie, how I adore you.
The fact that she's become so obsessed with pleasing It and finding It again is making her blind to reason. Reason like people leading them back home.
The fact that every time she tries to help someone, she makes it worse. Never intentionally, but consistently.











