SIDE EFFECTS OF BEING AN ANGEL. for @sacrificeal.

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SIDE EFFECTS OF BEING AN ANGEL. for @sacrificeal.
@sacrificeal liked !
“ it’s hard being hilarious when everyone ignores you. ”
@sacrificeal asked : [text] pls help….what dress should i wear?
[ sent —— hope. ] they’re both gorgeous, but the red is just a bit more super sexy you wish you were me [ sent —— hope. ] plus the shade looks good with your skin tone [ sent —— hope. ] do you have shoes picked out? accessories? [ sent —— hope. ] who’s doing your hair?
accepting &. 𝙩𝙚𝙭𝙩 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨.
“i guess being lonely fits me”
“i don’t buy that” a moment of sincerity that he quickly brushes aside because he is known for his snark more than anything else. snark and sarcasm that came as a way to survive because growing up when people talked to him at all it was an attack of some sort. eventually everyone stopped looking in his direction, and so he understands hope’s predicament better than most. “lonely doesn’t fit anyone.” he mumbles before rolling his eyes. “did being the most sought after person at the school start to get to you?”
@sacrificeal / * 𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄 𝐄𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐇 𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 / always accepting !
hug + a hug that lasts longer than the rest / Christian & Hope
it hit like a wave -- literally. he could feel the magic wash over him and knew that it was some powerful ass magic. he didn’t have much time to focus on that, though, because of the headache that came after. they don’t tell you that years of repressed memories coming back into your head would hurt so damn much. everything did suddenly make sense at the same time. he didn’t have any misplaced photos but there were moments where he would be doing something and it felt like someone was missing -- moments where something felt off. he always attributed it to his parents, of course, but now he knows that it wasn’t that -- that the uncanny familiarity he felt with her these past few weeks was because she was familiar. she wasn’t just someone he randomly felt connected to-- rather, she was someone he actually felt close to.
doesn’t stop him from wanting to kick her ass, of course, for keeping it a secret. he does get it. deep down, he understands why she didn’t tell anyone. she was gone for three months and time didn’t stop just because she wasn’t there anymore. people moved on-- they kept moving forward and spent time together and she came back and they were different people. not drastic because it wasn’t like years went by, but three months is a long time. especially in high school. everything moves so quickly.
the anger dissipates -- barely -- when he sees her though. every feeling came rushing back in one moment, and in a rare show of vulnerability, he’s reaching out to her because that must have been hard-- watching everyone in their new lives. doesn’t stop him from being an asshole, though. “you just had to go and be a martyr.” is she actually a martyr if no one knew about her sacrifice because she was promptly forgotten? semantics. “welcome back?” what do you even say in these circumstances? he thinks welcome back is the best he can do.
@sacrificeal / * hug prompts / always accepting
june 15 dear diary,
the afterlife sucks.
technically this isn’t the afterlife, it’s.... eternal life, I guess, but with less judeo-christian connotations. the fact that vampires and werewolves and witches are real should be a real mindfuck but instead it’s just stressful and annoying. I mean, it’s not their fault, and it’s probably really cool for them, but I’m brand new and it sucks.
ha. get it? because I’m a—yeah, you’re a book, it doesn’t matter.
I’m relieved, I guess? because I ran into some kids who are more in tune with this stuff than I am, and they’re really helpful. specifically hope. honestly I’d be burned to a crisp without her. I think it’s a little bizarre that I have to wear this ring all the time that prevents me from burning in sunlight but I think it’s even cooler that she helped me out in getting one at all. I can’t begin to tell you how helpful she’s been. and she doesn’t have to be; I’m a 21-year-old college kid who should have died 12 times by now, but I’m not because she helped me. and she doesn’t expect anything in return. and I know she means that and is sincere about it. so naturally, I have to do something to show my gratitude.
there’s a new exhibit at the museum of contemporary art, opening next week. I hope (ha) she can make time to go; I think it’ll be fun.
until next time, — J.
A DIARY ENTRY, FEATURING HOPE MIKAELSON. @sacrificeal
@sacrificeal said : 유
“ you mean you didn’t come all this way to see me ? ”
sentences. / @sacrificeal