#sad deer

[dumdumdaisy]

My heart bleeds for that woman who is going to marry that assaulter.

[fireyhotsupertalia]

Hey it’s the signal canon frame of Alastor not smiling.

It’s episode 7 about 1:36 ish in the line is ‘dooming everyone you love’

[lyn-your-favorite-deer]

I finna want to ruin myself gang, I mean I already am ruining myself, I don't know how much longer I'd last, will I survive this year?

[drawing-dragons-is-cool]

[avadoesinfacthollar]

hi guys , give me a readon tk cut myself plrsde! cause j cant do it witjout a fecent reason ! and i need tooooo . i need itt and i need a reasonnn. so say either rly mean things to me or jusy a good enougj reason to cht., cause i havwnt had kids at my school be mean enough for me to neee to be sad to cut pls be mewn thank uuuu

[xffogx]

An illustration I made for @dralendragonfox ‘s fic Parasocial Relationships!

Make sure to read the fic here:  archiveofourown.org/works/28218216

[charlie-b-t]

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FIRST

Right at Waylons Own Desk

[lyn-your-favorite-deer]

Vent. Alcohol cravings etc.

Ok so, hm, at this point idc anymore, Ill let anyone know about my scars and my life if it means I'll get even a drop of attention

Ive been staring off the edge for too long

Maybe just a few steps away till I'm gone

But I don't want to leave

But everything has been making me angry, everything has given me a reason to cry, every night for 2 hrs, again, and again, and again, and I can't seem to bring myself back up, it's fine, maybe I don't deserve saving.

Maybe just one bottle. Maybe another. One pack of cigarettes. Maybe? Just maybe

I can make it look like an accident, my asmtha killed me, yeah,

Augh I need to stop but I can't. Everytime I tell my irl friends they js say "stop" "stop it", but never help me or tell me how. So I keep saying I want it. And then they eventually let me. Hm.

I'm destroying myself again aren't I?

I stayed clean for 5 days, day 6 I'm back at it again, bought a new pencil sharpener, bleh, my old ones became dull

I just wanna idk, not be here, I js want it to stop. But if I leave, then I'll be abandoning so many people who care about me.

But I really dont get it, why do I matter so much? Why even waste your time on me?

Knowing I could just disappear one night after saying "I love you". Knowing I'm like a house of paper, when the storm comes I'll be gone.

I'm not worth it.

I choose to love everyone besides myself. I simply never deserved it from the beginning, I strive to be entertaining, I interact with people to make them smile, I never expected to win their hearts(platonically). Cuz like, what's so loveable about me?

Anyway, also, I'm sick, and becuz of my shitty sleep schedule I haven't been getting better, I'm getting worse, exhaustion, running on 3-5hrz of sleep, yeah, and uh, crying myself to sleep then passing out, bleh, it's fine, I make myself faint by depriving myself of oxygen, but I wake up, so it's fine.

Highkey wanna bash my head open, js like how I tried to end myself when I was 11. But because of that I got fuckin tics, I became light headed from that forward, I get woozy easy bleh,

Anyway, sorry for making this post, the cozy cottage info will be very delayed.. I'm not feeling well, or ok, I'm drained af, I mean, nonstop crying so. Bleh.