#sad mel

[bokutossleeve]

I like a boy

who will never like me back

I adore everything he gives to me

but its all in my head

I wish to the sky everyday to make us a little closer

but we fall farther apart

I’m breaking

and honestly if you knew why...would you even care?

[rainbowpancakefactory]

Nowadays everytime I eat something even remotely unhealthy I feel like a fat pig. It's horrible and I know my eating habits are horrible too but I have such a hard time controlling myself lately and I want to change it so badly :(((

I feel like a disgusting human being and I hate myself and I need distraction and hugs from all my friends but they live so far away and I don’t know what to do anymore.

[bokutossleeve]

i hate myself

[bokutossleeve]

see what i think is interesting is i feel as if NO ONE understands my anxiety

I feel like anxiety is looked at like just “fear” and its so much more than that i want to scream

iv been falling apart these past few days and i dont know what to do anymore

i want to open up

but what if you hate me?

[zzzombiecore]

Am I not good enough?

[bokutossleeve]

am i legit going back to this?

this constant feeling of wanting him to accept me and want me as much as i wanted him?

am i THAT lonely?

fuck dude...

i just wish he kept his promise today like he said..

[bokutossleeve]

thunder storms make me think of my ex and it hurts so much.

i wonder how he is.

where he is.

does he remember me?

sigh..

[bokutossleeve]

and im going to end up running away again

and im sorry