#sadboy thoughts

[the-grunge-king]

My wish is to take you to see the top of every sky you love.

The top of of the night sky and the tips of the stars, to see if maybe we can catch one that falls for you to wear on your finger to say you'll be mine until the stars that remain in the sky burn out.

The top of the morning sky and the edges of the sun that took inspiration from your smile, and it's beautiful shine. I've always promised you that I would harvest the sun's light and string you a necklace to remind you of how you, yourself, inspired the sun.

The top of the sunset sky. How something so dark, can meet something so light and create such a beautiful sentiment. You've always been the morning, and I, the night. Together for so short of a time, but the creation burned in your eyes forever.

Finally the top of the sunrise. The new day brings promise. The new day brings clarity to the pain of the night before. The sunrise is where you'll find me waiting for you, as my moon sets for the world I give to you.

[tangentofk]

I dont know what to do with, “i’ll never be able to be with anyone again after you.”

[magnetic-hummus]

paradox.

I'm trying. it's weird cause I don't want the bars anymore and then the cravings hit. I want to just give in. I feel like this is my definition. shouldn't I just give in? fuck. my head feels like it's going to explode and my body feels like a firework and I get closer to lighting the fuse every time I smoke a cigarette. but then there's you. and this feeling, it creeps up after a few songs. it hits you. it never left, but the most incredible feeling of nostalgia just smacks you in the fucking face. it's crazy. I cannot imagine life without you. I want to write you an anthology as an apology. I just want to hold you but this is for the best. we will grow stronger. every second of this temporary loneliness is for the best. I will see you soon, my love.