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I'm an egg. I'm fragile. Day by day, the crack in me just keeps on getting bigger and bigger, not because i'm about to get out of my shell but because i feel like i'm being destroyed.
I feel abandoned. My parents and sisters are away from me. My brother's not living on the same roof with me. My highschool friends.. i miss them already. It took time for me to open up my true feelings to them, the true me. And now that we're in diff places, i just don't know who to share my feelings with. My boyfriend..yea we're in a long distance relationship but as of now? it feels like we're in a very long long distance relationship ever since he went to New York. We often talk but not as much as before.
My insecurities, it all came back. Maybe because the people who took it away was also taken away from me by distance.
At school? Everyday, i just feel discriminated. Maybe because i'm not good enough. I feel sad and lonely and stressed and angry and irritated. Everything, i just feel everything. Another is i took up architecture not architorture.
Lately i just feel like crying. And maybe soon..i'm just gonna breakdown