#saffpost

[yerendii]

can i please get high with brandt clarke and make him listen to pink floyd

[yerendii]

you haven’t lived until you’ve been crying over an la kings 24-25 season goals video at 2am when all you want to do is sleep but you can’t because your meds stopped working and your insomnia is back

[yerendii]

anyway leviticus killed me and i WILL be writing a mile long letterboxd review

[yerendii]

i cannot share what is happening to me rn because its medical and embarrassingly personal but holy shit i would love to overshare and then off myself because i dont think anything else ive been through can top this

[yerendii]

do you ever have the worst day of your life and go to sleep knowing your day will be better tomorrow and you wake up the next morning and it’s the actual worst day of your life

[yerendii]

who would’ve thought that writing hockey players into the traumatizing moments of a different sport that you played your entire life before quitting from injury would also remind you of said traumatic moments

[yerendii]

why are they playing frank ocean at the end of leviticus ill walk out that theater sobbing