#saingirl101

[fishfingersandscarves]

Counterpoint for your hobbit watching anon:

You should watch The Hobbit on a whim to see the intense romantic tension between thorin and bilbo and watch the greek tragedy of BOTFA play out. those scenes alone drown out the bloated shit because its the heart of the story and goddamn

🙏🙏🙏

[chungledown-bimothy]

Omg are you also starting Mice and Murder right now? Same I saw a clip of best doggo Lars and am on episode 3 right now.

i'm currently 36 minutes into episode 3!

i'm really fucking into it, a lot more than i thought i was gonna be, honestly

[eddiemoonson]

YES. YES. That’s exactly it. Also call me weird but I actually think it’s realistic for Ian to have taken this long. Coming from a place of when I started doing therapy I reached a point where my depression wasn’t a problem. I though I’m ok now. Sort of how I feel Ian must have felt once the meds finally kicked in. So you leave it alone you think I’m good now. And then came my crash. Mental wellness is a long continuous road. I think Ian is finally really starting to explore. Pt1

2) He’s not really dealt with the sources of his trauma which are self worth and self love. I see this most clearly exercised in his nonmickey relationships and his time in s4 working as a dancer. Whether Ian considers it that way he was a child and he was sexually manipulated by Kash and Ned and all them. When you wonder if people like you for you, you can’t doubt their attraction. Physical stuff. I think that’s fucked him up when it comes to understanding. 

3) Ian I think doesn’t doubt physical attraction from Mickey. But it’s the mental/emotional stuff that Ian doesn’t realize Mickey is ride and die for as well. I think honestly despite being brusque Mickey did the right thing. He kept the door open. He gets Ian’s insecurities but I think he understands what Ian needs right now is not someone to give him flowery words. It’s Mickey saying. Go get better for you. Because if Ian doesn’t then their relationship is gonna keep cycling. 

4) Anyway sorry to blow up your inbox. I have a lot of emotions about Ian’s feelings regarding himself. Loving yourself isn’t easy. It’s a painful process. But ultimately we know Ian is going to come out stronger. Which ultimately will make their love stronger. They’ve broken up so many times yet I think this is the most important one they’ve had. There aren’t outside forces keeping them apart it’s internal.

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Bold is mine. Everything you said is on point! I’d love to see his journey being addressed and acknowledged more fully, even seeing him doing therapy! This would be so important! ;_; But it is what it is, in this show. 

And you brought up something huge now, something i haven’t quite grasped yet (bold part): no one can doubt how much Mickey cares about Ian, we saw it happening throughout s4 and 5. But here he’s showing that this he can’t do, it must be Ian. He can help with keeping track of his moods, his medication, can literally carry Ian if he ever needs but this particular issue he can’t solve and can’t fix. It must come from Ian! I mean, I can only compare to my situation, but when ppl talk to me and tell me they think I’m funny or smart or good at something or beautiful, my default reaction is nod+smile and think “Sure, Jan. Sounds fake, but okay”. I hear it and i don’t really believe that the other person is lying to my face but I also don’t see these qualities??? So, yeah, it must come from us, this notion of self-worth (which is hard as fuck). And Mickey sees this. Right before he says “Jesus Christ” his face does his little journey, it’s right when Ian says "how do you know that that's what you wanna spend the rest of your life with?”. He doesn’t look dismissive or impatient. I think it’s the moment he realizes that he doesn’t have to fight anymore because it’s not his battle. Which is not the same as giving up on Ian at all, but I think he understood that Ian’s problem is not him or Ian’s love for him, the problem is something that runs deeper. He follows with “Work on your shit and come back”, which, as you said before, total open door. I think this exchange showed how much they grew, how much more mature they are. It feels intense like old Shameless.

And, nah, don’t apologize! 😊

[saingirl101]

Ange Beatrice (White Witch Ver./Umineko) - Katsucon 2018

(Please click through bolded title to see the full album with all the pictures that were taken at this shoot)

“I am the Golden Witch Ange-Beatrice! My titles are Golden and Endless and Witch of Resurrection!” 

- Ange-Beatrice

“You finally...became a White Witch Ange!”

-Maria Ushiromiya

 Photos were taken at Katsucon 2018. Please do not post these anywhere without my permission and the photographer's permission. Since these are private photos we'd like to keep track of where they are posted. Thank you. 

Ange-Beatrice: https://www.facebook.com/Saingirl101Cosplay/ / @saingirl101

Photographer/Editor: https://www.facebook.com/LaceeGirl/ @lacee-girl 

Main Dress/Shawl/Hat commissioned from: https://www.facebook.com/CommissionsByAmazonmandy/ @amazonmandy

I am stunned by these photos. They are absolutely jaw-dropping. Honestly if you haven't booked with Lacee you are sleeping on an incredible cosplay photographer. Thank you again Lacee for taking the photos, I am so, so, SO happy. They fit the character and the series so well. I was literally bursting from joy because I was so excited to share the photos. I definitely think I'll be doing this cosplay again. I had such a good time doing it despite my fibromyalgia flare up. I do feel bad I couldn’t bring this costume to the Umineko meet-up at Katsucon but I’ll definitely try to attend an Umineko meet-up the next con I go to.

[segadores-y-soldados]

Normal people reading New Wars: Wow what in-depth, well thought out characterization and actually putting parts of overwatch together in a cohesive way. My RT ass: OH SHIT MORE UNO THE MOVIE REFERENCES.

HERE’S LOOKIN AT YOU, KID

[dapling]

I love you art so much, it so sweet. I always look forward to your stuff crossing my dash.

That is honestly so sweet of you to say, thank you so much!!♥

[hinoart]

Umm I was wondering are you okay with people writing fic about your bun!jack and jagg!gabe au (with them either as kids or adults)? I was just so inspired by the tail holding I wanted to do a cute short little fic. But I wanted to check to see if it was okay.

Oh yes please!!! I would love to read it when its done Q u Q/ ❤️❤️❤️

[wickedalbion]

Heya, so I got really inspired to do an R76/Jack Centric mv to the song Colors by Halsey. I was wondering if it would be okay to use your art for the video. I would credit you for your art within the video as well as link any webpages you would like me to in the description. If you are not okay that is completely fine and I will not use your art.

Hi dear! So yeah, sure you can use my arts with the proper credits! I would like you to use my tumblr link and my instagram page ( https://www.instagram.com/wickedalbion/ ) : ) and I would really glad if you could link to me the final result when you finish it!