i miss the enterprise. i miss the hum of the engines. i miss instantly Knowing if my family was in danger. i miss vulcan sometimes, even if only because my previous lack of sweat glands actually let me enjoy the heat. i miss my al-os, and his t’hy’lar, and uhura and sulu and chekov and scotty and saavik. hell, i miss sarek and amanda, sometimes. i suppose i just miss home. i miss my family. i know logically that “parted from me and never parted; never and always touching and touched” was usually used in a romantic context, but… it feels so applicable here, too. i knew them. held them. was bound to them. and yet this body has never been in their presence — i have never felt their emotions through our bond because there is no longer a bond at all. i feel alone, as i did on genesis. only this time i have memories to make me mourn their absence.
…i feel like i should say more. but that’s all there is.
-sakon