#sam sammy

[shallowseeker]

God. Cheerleader pep-talk Sam is the worst.

I know that his pragmatism is a feature. But it overrides his trauma, common sense, AND zaps every last bit of "cool" factor from his gangly body.

[lettucemakar]

we could have a Sam - Sam d-pairing this year!

[emptywithout]

doctor (entry #47)

Sam’s Journal - October 25th 1999

Dean came back. He just went for a walk outside. I knew he wasn’t going to leave me again, so I wasn’t worried, but I do feel bad for telling him to fuck off.

He says he has a lot to tell me.

I can tell he’s been crying, but he’s trying to hide it. He should know I see right through that.

Someone’s knocking on the door...

Dean’s actually smiling?

There’s a strange man here. Dean just brought him into my room.

He’s...he’s a doctor! Dean called a doctor! He’s going to help me!

[shallowseeker]

The most younger sibling to ever younger sibling right here:

Sam knows his brother well so he baits his trap with pizza. He has to drive into town to pick it up, so when he gets back, he puts it in the oven to warm, knowing the smell of pepperoni will make it up to Dean's room through the vent. He's not proud of himself—(yes he is)—but he hides. He leaves the pantry door open and stands behind it, where he knows Dean won't see him until it's too late, and waits. From his hiding spot, he watches Dean creep into the kitchen, nose practically twitching with interest.

behold, here are two swords

[emptywithout]

done (entry #75)

Sam’s Journal - November 9th, 1999

John killed Dean.

That fucking asshole took my whole life away from me.

I woke up in bed, the doctor sitting beside me. I immediately started thrashing and he and Rufus held me down. Bobby wasn’t in the room.

I screamed again.

I can never get revenge.

I will never get to hold him again.

I’m done.

I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t -

Glass breaking in the kitchen. Bobby’s shouting.

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[monkeydlou]

sam and dean honestly just need to TALK

[bogbody]

I'm watching Supernatural

SAM IS SO SWEET OH MY GOD

[butdoctorwho]

have you tried turning it on and off

sam whatcha doing here you should be helping some angels mister

or yourself