Sad truths
Sam x reader
Summary - I'm not really good at these. Finding out who kills you is a very big surprise. Who is it? And how? Hmmmm big plot twist at the end.
Warnings- angst. Stabbing?
A/n: this is for @waywardrose13 1k challenge!! #Rose1KChallenge. My line is in bold and is "" in the future ....do I make it?" "No". Also Not my gif. Probs some spelling mistakes.
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Where were you? Wtf back at the bunker? Okay....
You started walking towards where you heard a voice. You were in the doorframe of the kitchen peeking in you saw dean and Sam.? Weren't they just with you. They seemed older though? How? We're you in the future maybe? Dean walked away back to his room Probably. You felt someone tap you and you turned around and let out a big gasp. That person looked just like you. ... But a lot paler.
"where am I? Who are you?"
"you're in the future. I'm you".
"Whaaa...... Are you so pale and their not?"
"because your-". And then she disappeared and you woke up to Sam staring at you.
"what did you do to her?."
"nothing I'm telling her, her future."
And how would you know that.
Currently you were tied up with Sam by someone you've been tracking down for quite some time. Her name is Ava and apparently a superhuman that knows a lot of stuff. She wasn't really doing anything wrong but you were supposed to get her and bring her to God aka Chuck. You guys walked in there and Dean tried putting handcuffs on her so here you guys were now. Except she Zapped Dean back to the bunker- lucky him. Right now she says it's about you and Sam. You & Sam have been dating for about 2 years. You guys met on a hunt and it was love at first sight- I mean of course it was for you, he's hot.
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Sam: What do you want from us?
"I know you guys are going to try and kill me and I can't have that happen."
"for the 20th time we're not going to kill you" you said.
"I think that may be true but I have to tell you guys that's your futures not looking to good".
"yeah? And what is that supposed to mean?" Sam asked.
"I'll gladly show you".
There you were back in the bunker standing now the library. The older Sam and Dean were at the tables researching. You and Sam stood far away from then and Sam looked very confused. "This is where she took you before?"
"yes". "why do we look- oh yea the future. Okay. Now what?"
"idk I guess we just wait".
"what happened when you came-"
" ... "
"what ?" You felt something tap your shoulder again and you turned around to see the paler self you again.
"Sam this is-".
"You yeah I get it. But why is she/you so pale?"
" wait - so in the future ....do I make it?"
"no. And you'll be surprised who will kill you".
you felt sick to your stomach i mean you knew you would die kinda young but soon-ish? You looked over at Sam with a questioning face
"that's right" she says.
"wh-what??" You say.
"Sam kills you" Sam tightens his jaw.
"I would never kill her".
"🤷 sometimes you have to do, what you have to do."
"how long into the future is this".
"oh this is 7 years... But you've been dead."
"how long?"
"I'm afraid i already said too much."
"oh come on cut the crap" Sam says to her.
"fine it's your funeral. Literally"
Now here you were In some weird room that's huge and white. There's dean In a chair and you and Sammy. There's a guy with a knife up to dean's neck-
"who do you pick Sammy? The girl or your brother?"
"neither we're all leaving here alive. I'll give you anything else you want."
"bad answer." He says while cutting some of Dean's throat.
"Stop!!"
"okay." He says and walks over to you and strokes your cheek. "What about her?"
"don't!". Hmm "you better choose before I come back".
"Sam what are we gonna do about this?"
"can you get out of your ropes?". "Ughhhh, no."
Sam tried his hardest to get out and so did you. "Come on, come on" Sam whispered.
The guy came back-
"did you decide?" "fuck. off."
"I thought so" he used a spell and his eyes lit up & so did Sams, it turned a dark green.
"here" he handed Sam the knife. "Kill the person you choose".
Sam Walked over to you and just stabbed you.
Your mouth dropped down.
"no" Sam whispers. Everything fades back to where you were with Ava & you guys weren't tied down anymore. You kinda wanted to cry and as you look over towards the girl she disappears.
"where did she go" you asked out loud.
"I dont know."
".....well we should, um we should head back."
"yeah, hey y/n that's not gonna happen okay-"
"its okay Sam. we can't do anything about it he made you do it." you said about to walk away when he grabs your arm. He has tears in his eyes.
"hey, no it's not okay because I'm going to do everything in my power to not let that happen even if that means me not working on that case then so be it. I can't lose you."
"I know Sam. I can't lose you either. We'll find a way."
Then you felt it- his lips on your lips in the most needy passionate kiss ever. The one where he thinks he's going to lose you. You both knew theres Probably nothing you could do but at least you get about 6 maybe more years and that's all that matters. You had an idea.
You pulled back "come on, let's go back home."
He interlocks your hands and walks to where the Impala was parked.
"hey are you guys okay? where is she?" Dean asked.
"well.. she disappeared." You said.
"how did you guys get out ?" "She let us go"
"are you okay" "were fine" Sam says and walks away.
"what happened?"
"it's nothing really. I'm going to go take a walk I'll be back soon."
"Okay?" Deans says and you walk out. You have been crying for over two hours and you saw a missed call from Sam but you couldn't answer. You were battling yourself weather or not you should do it now later. But the longer you wait the more painful it will be.
You put the box in the ground and waited.......
"ah yes what can I do for you y/n" a demon said.
"I want to make a deal."
"What kind of a deal?"
"I want you to erase Sam and Dean's memories of me. "
"why would you want to do that?"
"because I need to. Now are you going to or not?"
"what's in it for me?"
"what do you want?"
"hmm good question but I think you-"
"not my soul pick. Ill work for you or I'll help u get some souls".
"Sounds good, we'll arrange something. I'll go get the Winchesters memories erased and the angel of course."
"yes thank you. And take all my stuff out of there." He nods his head. With the small swoosh that's when it really hit you and you cried so hard that no sound even came out.
The next morning-
You went to a diner to get some coffee of course you haven't slept and you went way across town so you wouldn't run into the love of your life that you couldnt have and his brother. You were getting sugar packets when you dropped some on the floor and when you went down to pick them up your hand touched another hand.
"oh I'm sorry I didn't see- ".
"Sam?" You gasped also instantly getting tears in your eyes.
"Do I know you, you look familiar?"
Tears started falling down "no you don't" you whispered but loud enough for him to hear and walked away. This is going to be hell.