#sammi rambles

[commander-writergirl]

RL Update

Hey everyone. I'm gonna try and keep this short and to the point before I start crying again.

As many of you know I am a civilian federal employee, so I am not working or being paid. That's the first thing.

Second thing, last Wednesday on the way to Florida for my 2025 vacation, a deer run out in front of my car. Suffice to say, my insurance deemed it totaled.

While the settlement will cover most of the car loan I took out, it does not cover all of it. So that's what brings me to telling you all this.

Over the next week or so, I'll be posting selling posts to sell bracelets and earrings I make (can be made to your liking), enamel pins from my collection and that I have had made in the past.

I'll also be linking my cashapp and Paypal if anyone wants to leave tips outside of the actual price of things. (Or if you're international and don't want to deal with shipping but still want to help).

I don't like doing this but I'm not sure what else to do and I know everyone is struggling right now.

But yea that's where I'm at... to be honest, I may not even go through with it but just wanted to give you all aheads up on why my queue is doing most of the work and why my last two stories for Flufftober aren't posted. My reality has just been a mess this week.

[sammi-doodles]

I think I might try to repost some more stuff, sorry if you've seen things before but I just want to do that! Also trying to not drop a computer full of stuff all at once on blue sky LOL but I want to also...be talkative...a little bit. I don't know. I also wanna do a sketch giveaway or something. I'm getting into a need to art mood. Also kinda wanna attempt an art party again maybe I'd advertise it in party finder? Just wanna do something like that. Also thinking of overhauling my unfinished character carrds since I just do not have it to rp with anyone but my partner anymore but I wanna ramble about my OCs in their own little shrines lmfao So sorry in advance if I become more annoying in the future :)

[jesperfvhey]

ok but. i’m honestly shocked y’all aren’t talking about the graphic novel On a Sunbeam by tillie walden.

a) i think nearly every character is lgbt ?? hello amazing rep ok there’s even a non-binary character that uses they/them !! with discussions of pronouns and how they affect ppl + why they’re important !! PLUS there’s so many poc characters too ! like y’all we don’t see this kind of rep often i’m-

b) the art and aesthetic? had me in tears oh my god- it’s so intricate and detailed it takes my breath away. and it’s SPACE.

in summation: why aren’t you reading this graphic novel im so sad please read it

[commander-writergirl]

I’m sorry @jakeluppin and @darcylightninglewis both sharing a gif set of Flynn Carsen is all the sign I need from the universe to post the first chapter of … and the Crown of Queen Esther.

So that will be up later.

[jesperfvhey]

ok but the overall aesthetic of trc is so good?? like the balance of general teenage banter and the sense of a deeper supernatural presence and theme and cabeswater and the dreams and ghosts and WHEW it gets me so good i love them

[jesperfvhey]

it’s SO weird to think that I’ve been waiting, theorizing, and fearing for qoaad for over a year now and it doesn’t feel real that it’s actually going to exist and finally be here in almost two week what the fuck

[jesperfvhey]

going multifandom

yeah this was predictable jdsfkfj but im going to be posting more ya lit on this blog! i will still post tsc things, but just incorporate other series like soc, adsom, etc. (mutuals signal boost?)

[jesperfvhey]

i was just suddenly overcome with the overpowering urge to reread the raven cycle and so i shall