I Love You
Pairing: Samxreader Word count: 866 Summary: Your nightmares have been troubling you and Sam tries to comfort you. Warnings: none A/N: Requests Open The clock on the home screen displayed the time 3:20 a.m. You woke up about half an hour ago all sweaty and out of breath. Even after all these years the memories of that night still haunted you in your dreams but what is worse is the regret that comes after. The regret of being a child who was too scared to come out of the shadows. The regret of being so afraid that the only thing you did was run away. But worst of all was the regret of surviving when no one else did on that fateful night. Life as you knew it came to an end on that night. You had never told anyone about what happened. Not even your boyfriend. You have been togetyou for more than two years now and yet this was a secret you did not share. But it was the deal. On your first night togetyou when you woke up in the middle of the night Sam was so worried and asked you what was wrong but you dismissed it as a one time thing. But then you moved in with him and he realised that the nightmares were a frequent thing. He wouldn’t stop asking you about them but you weren't ready to open up yet and so you made a deal with him that if he wants to be with you he will stop asking question and so he did. You heard the door to your room open and you realised that Sam must have found you absent by his side. He entered the library and you saw the worry on his face. He stopped asking you questions didn't mean that he stopped worrying. And just as you saw that look on his face something stirred in your chest. He was youe through everything, he understood what you must have gone through and so he was patient with you. Waiting for you to be ready when you will be. And in those few seconds that he walked over to you, you decided that you were ready. You will tell him everything. He sat down on the chair next to you and looked at your face. As always trying to understand what was going insode your head. Your did not look up at him. “Hey” he said, barely a whisper. “You alright?” “Yeah. I'm fine.” you gave a small smile. “Sam. We need to talk.” he looked up, surprise all over his face. The first and the only thought that came to his mind was 'oh no! She wants to break up with me' and he started panicking. “No! I won’t let you. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.” You were surprised by his sudden outburst. What the hell was he doing? “Sam please let me-“ “Please no. Why? I wouldn’t survive two days without you.” And you realised what he thought you were about to do and suddenly the atmosphere in the roome changed. Both of you were so serious just seconds ago and now you just wanted to laugh so hard but you stopped yourself from doing that. “Just listen to me.” But he didn’t and continued blabbering. You couldn’t even understand him anymore. “SAM!” you shouted and he stopped as if someone just yelled ‘statue’. He stared at you, you stared back and after about five seconds of silence you said, “I love you.” His lips parted as if unable to believe what you just said. It was the first time ever that anyone of you had said it and now you were nervous. So many questions raced through your mind. 'Did you blow it up? Was it too soon? Why isn’t he saying something? Will he stop staring and just say something already? Anything?' But he sat there motionless just staring back at you, and then his lips moved and if the room wasn’t so quiet you would have missed it but you heard what he said. “Is this what you wanted to talk about?” and slowly you shook your head. “So did you just say it to shut me up?” he asked feeling a little offensive and you wanted to laugh but once again you controlled yourself from doing it and just shook your head. “Then why? All of a sudden.” You didn’t say anything immediately, just bit your lip and after a second or two you replied, “I just realised it.” and you smiled at him. He got up from the chair and stood next to your chair and stared at you for a moment and then before you could realise what was happening he grabbed your face and bent down to kiss you. You put your hands on the nape of his neck and tried to stand up but your legs got tangled and both of you fell down. “Oh my God! I’m so sorry. Are you alright?” you asked with a worried voice. But instead of answering you, he started laughing remembering his stupidity and the worry on you face changed to confusion. “What?” He stopped laughing and looked at you and with a smile on his face he finally said, “I love you too.”
