Can i just tell you guys something
So along with all the new hobbies ive picked up like cosplay/sewing that kind of stuff ive also started playing music again and writing?
My mind was so fuzzy for so long everytime i picked up a pen and paper i felt like i could hardly finish a thought. Now ive got thoughts and ideas coarsing through me and i feel inspired and excited again. Its been years since ive felt like i could write something cohesive. And now i cant write fast enough to keep up with my mind.
And recently a friend of mine let me borrow her cello. Do you know how good it felt to hear those oaky tones fill the room? Even when i was just doing scales.
It feels so good. I feel human again.