#santistassi

[austenwrites]

5 song playlists (1/4): stassi + santi

Dogwood Blossom - Fionn Regan "Keep climbin' into my head without knockin', and you fix yourself there like a map pin. (...) What happens when you're in too deep to break? Loneliness keeps you constantly awake."

Who Are We Fooling? - Brooke Fraser ft. Aqualung "We tried and tried to loosen the knots, thinking once we're untangled we'll be better off. (...) This beautiful tangle that's bruising us blue, it's a beautiful knot that we just can't undo."

Before I Ever Met You - Banks "And I got you addicted to trying to be bulletproof, but you have too much to lose."

Shallows - Daughter "If you leave, when I go, you'll find me in the shallows. (...) Come out, come out to the sea, my love, and just drown with me."

So This Is Goodbye - William Fitzsimmons "And I'll miss you like you're dead, but I never got to grieve you, 'cause I saw you in the arms of someone else."

[austenwrites]

(Forced text for Lennon & Jude), (Competitive flirty text for Noemi & Mia), (Worried text for Emmerik & Kas), (Sext for Stassi & Santi), (Loving/Sad text for Cody & Analeigh), (Angry text for Seth & Jo), (Drunk text for Abner & Thiago), and (Sweet text for Wyatt & Luna).

forced text (lennon + jude): sms: What happened between us was a mistake. I shouldn't have let it happen.sms: I don't want to see you again.sms: I'm sorry.competitive/flirty text (noemlee): sms: aww, it's so cute how you think you're actually going to win tomorrowsms: fucking adorable reallysms: i'm gonna kick your ass on the track, babe (as usual)sms: but i'll make up for it later, hm? ;)worried text (emmerikas): sms: Kas? Are you okay?sms: Someone in your Chem class just told me you ran out of a lecture today..sms: I'm leaving work now, just.. call me back, okay? What happened?sms: I love you. Please be okay.sext (santistassi):sms: i forgot we had plans last nightsms: I'M AN IDIOT I'M SORRYsms: but i mean.. i guess you're just gonna have to punish me, aren't you?sms: ;)loving/sad text (little thunder):

sms: hey, i heard you were sick..sms: i stopped by to bring you some soup and magazines, but your mom said you were out with levi so i left them on your bed.sms: feel better, okay? i'll be around if you need me, leigh.sms: always.angry text (seth + jo): sms: look, i know you're goin through a rough time mansms: i get it, i fuckin dosms: but don't you dare think any of us would be better off if you were gonesms: don't you fucking DARE make that decision for ussms: you're a fucking idiot and i love you so goddamn much, but i'll fucking kill you if you ever pull this shit againsms: now get the fuck out of bed and get dressed cuz we're going running and i'm gonna kick your scrawny ass at basketball drunk text (abner + thi): sms: dude where's my fuckin drive suitsms: IF I WANT TO WEAR THJAIT SHIT TO THE BAR U CANT FUCKING STOPM Esms: FUCIK THE RUELSsms: FUCK THE POLICOEsms: FUCK YOUsms: FCKK ME!!!sms: no but u really shoudl fuck me thougghsms: just a suggeestionsweet text (luna + wyatt): sms: lunasms: LUNNNNNNAAAAAAAAsms: lunalunalunalunasms: come to the window!!!sms: BABE IT'S COLD OUT HEREsms: okay so i don't have a boombox but... if i hold up my phone and scroll through the ringtones it's basically the same thing, right?sms: ANYWAY WHATEVER meet me outside, i have a surprise :) :) :)sms: AND DON'T FORGET A SWEATERsms: i loooveee yoouu

[austenwrites]

“Look— I don’t care! I don’t /want/ my pills back or— or your shitty apologies, I want you to get the fuck away from me, Stassi, okay?!"

"But I -- you weren't even using them, a-and I need them, Santi! Can't you give me another chance? Please -- I'll be better, okay, I-I promise!"

[austenwrites]

voicemail meme // 01

Happy Voicemail (EstePiper): "Pipes! You're not gonna believe this -- Enzo just said his first word! Here, listen.. *Enzo giggles and breathes into the receiver* Talk! C'mon kid, don't make me look bad in front of Piper! *Enzo squeals and yells into the speaker* 'Yes!' *Este laughs* That's right baby boy! Yes! God, Pipes.. I wish you were here. Well, I guess I'll let you go. Say bye Enzo! *Enzo squeals again* 'YES!' Ah.. close enough!

Loving Voicemail (Little Thunder): "Hm, you're not picking up, which means either 1. you're baking or 2... you're baking. Which also means I should head over there soon, huh? Anyway, I just called to hear your voice... *Cody laughs and tapers off into song* I just caaallleed to saaay I loove youuuu -- *Cody stops abruptly and pulls the receiver away from his face* HEY, I'll have you know Stevie Wonder is a fucking legend, Kai! Wha-- I DO NOT SOUND LIKE KERMIT THE FROG WHEN I SING! Get back here you little shit! *phone hangs up*"

Confessing Voicemail (Meanherty): "Please talk to me, Maevie. I know things have been weird lately with Fiona an' all but.. God, what was I supposed to do, Maeve? I-- I can't just sit around and wait for you to decide you want to be with me. *sighs* Y'wanna know the truth? I still love you. I love you so fuckin' much, and you fuckin' hurt me, ya did. Just -- please, you don't have'ta stay with me but please, let me come get you. Brian's no good for ya, Maevie. Y'deserve more. I know y'don't think it, but it's true. So, uh.. call me back, a'right?"

Drunken Voicemail (SantiStassi): "S--santi? I know you said you didn't w-want to see me ever a-again... but y-you didn't mean it, did you? *hiccups* I'm s-sorry I tried to kiss you, o-okay? I know you're w--with Alicia. *hiccups again* I k-know you don't love me but I.. I.. *trails off* I made a m-mistake. I o-owe some people money, and t-they found me at.. at the bar. I -- I don't know where I am but I wanna go h-home.. *hiccups* I justloveyousomuch, d'you know that? S-so much... *male voice yelling in the background, Stassi squeals as the phone clatters to the floor* I wasn't c-calling anyone! *a slap echoes through the room, Stassi lets out a cry of surprise before the phone abruptly hangs up*

Congratulatory Voicemail (Este + Santi): "HEY! Dude, what the fuck? You got FOX as a sponsor?! Shit, Santi, that's amazing! Does this mean I get free complimentary merchandise, or..? *laughs* Hey, Enzo, say congratulations to Uncle Santi! *Enzo makes unintelligible noises* Yeah.. what he said. Congratulations, kid! You fuckin' earned it."

Final Voicemail Ever Received (Delynn): "Hey, Lynnie.. I, um, I'll already be gone when you listen to this, but I don't want you to panic, okay? I know I promised I'd stay, but.. You know this was always how it was supposed to end, Lynn. I wish it didn't have to be this way but I.. *trails off, sighs* God, how do I even say any of this? I guess, um.. well, first off, I love you. I love you so much and I don't want you to ever question that. Don't doubt it for a second, and don't think there was a single thing you could have done differently to change my mind. This.. this is my end. It doesn't have to be yours. I want you to get your transplant. I want you to dance again.. go to Juliard. I want you to find love again. I want you to get married in that little gazebo in the park where we sit while I read to you on Saturday afternoons. I want you to take your first breath with your new lungs in the hospital garden where we sit after your treatments, and I want you to know I'll be there when you do. Right there with you, always. I want you to live, Lynn. Please.. try not to be too angry with me, okay? *voice cracks, Delia tries to hold back a sob* I- I don't know why I am the way I am, Lynnie.. and I'm sorry. T-tell Shelley I love her, okay? Tell her I'm s-so sorry. *takes a deep breath* You, um.. you gave me the best moments of my life, Lynn.. and I don't know how to thank you for that. Goodnight, love.

Breakup Voicemail (Alicia x Santi): "I really didn't want to do this over the phone.. on your voicemail, no less.. but you're out of town for a competition and this.. it couldn't wait. Look, Santi, I -- I love you. You know I do, but.. I can't do this anymore. I used to think we wanted the same things, but now I'm not so sure. I want to support this whole motocross thing, but I just.. this isn't a career, Santi. Not a stable one. You could get seriously hurt and lose it all in the blink of an eye and I-- I can't gamble like that. And Stassi.. I've accepted that you two have history.. I get it. But you haven't been yourself since she left.. since before then, even. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I-- well, I think I've had enough. I.. I think I'm done. I'm sorry.."

Apologetic Voicemail (Jude x Lennon): "C'mon, Len, pick up.. *sighs* We have to talk about the other night sometime, you know. I'm sorry, Lennon. I'm sorry I lied to the guys about us. I'm sorry for being a fucking coward. I want to be with you, you have to believe that.. But I-- God, I'm scared, okay? This is.. it's all so new to me, you know? Please, just.. forgive me. Please. I love you, Lennon.. and I want to prove it to you. Will you call me back? I, um.. I understand if you don't. ... I'm sorry, Len."

Sad Voicemail (Iron Crow): "Hey, it's Mal.. I know it's late and you're probably on call at the station but I -- *breathes in shakily* I had the nightmare again. Only this time it wasn't Ethan, i-it was you. I always get there too late, I always-- *trails off, chokes back a sob* P-Please, Koda, will you come? I need you. I- I need to know you're okay. I need to see for myself. .. I love you."

Voicemail Not Meant for You (Kelliot): "MALIA, where the fuck are you?! I sent you to the store two hours ago! For fuck's sake, by the time you get back, I won't even need the stupid pregnancy test, I'll already have given birth on your bathroom fucking floor. GET OVER HERE NOW, OKAY? Fuck!"

Holiday-Centric Voicemail (Jasie): "Merry Christmas, my love. Addie and I wish you were here with us -- we're counting the days 'til you're home. Addie, say hi to daddy. *phone changes hands, Addie giggles* DADDY, SANTA COME SOON! You come too, okay?! *Addie kisses the phone, Daisy laughs* Well, you heard her! Princess Addie must be obeyed. We love you!"

A Big News Voicemail (Gwen x Demitri): "Gwen! I just got off the phone with the realtor and she gave me some news.. Although, hmm.. maybe I should make you wait for it.. *laughs* Nah. The house is ours!! We got it, babe! God, I wish I could see your face right now. I demand a reenactment when I get home. I guess this means we'll have to pick out a theme for the nursery now, huh? I can't wait. And hey.. I love you, you know. I'll be home soon!"

A Vague Voicemail (Emmerikas): "Kas? I, um.. we need to talk about some things. I'm worried about you. I'll meet you at home, okay? Just.. don't go anywhere. .. I love you, Kas. See you in a bit."

[icarus-writes]

maybe home is nothing but two arms holding you      at your worst

[sms] STASSI [sms] where the hell are you!?!?  [sms] /please/ i just wanna pick you up okay??? [sms] pick up the phone! [sms] pick up pick up pick up pick up

[sms] oh my god this is not happening [sms] wake up [sms] wake up wake up wake up wake up

[sms] you’re not waking up

[sms] it feels really weird texting you from your own hospital room [sms] i miss who you used to be before the drugs

[sms] [message deleted]  god, don’t you get it??? why do you keep doing this to yourself? [sms] [message deleted] sometimes i just wanna fucking scream at you [sms] [message deleted] we love you, your aunt loves you, marisol loves you, I LOVE YOU [sms] [message deleted] you can’t just keep fucking around with all these drugs and act like it doesn’t matter IT MATTERS [sms] [message deleted] /you/ matter

[sms] hey, can we hang out??? I know you just got out of the hospital but… we need to talk. like for real.

[sms] [message deleted] okay today went horribly but- [sms] [message deleted] look stassi i know you’re mad with me [sms] [message deleted] please please please please don’t hate me [sms] [message deleted] i was just trying to do what’s best for you, this place is gonna help you

[sms] please message me when you get there, okay?? maybe we can fix this

[sms] please be okay, i love you

[sms] [message deleted] I don’t know why i keep texting you [sms] [message deleted] you never answer [sms] [message deleted] i guess it’s just… it’s the only way we talk anymore

[sms] I MISS YOU

[sms] hey, how are things??? i’m gonna come up and visit soon :)  [sms] anything you need??? I mean i probably can’t get… a lot of stuff but if you need chapstick or, i don’t know, whatever

[sms] [message deleted] God— stassi what was that today?

[sms] [message deleted] I don't even know how to get through to you anymore. [sms] [message deleted] like, how did everything get this messed up? [sms] [message deleted] Please /please/ don't kill yourself in there [sms] [message deleted] I love you.

[sms] God I miss you so fucking much, please come home

[sms] jsesus i miss yotu so fuckitng much [sms] hwy do yodu have to be so crazy?????z [sms] why ican't you just be STASSI?od [sms] g i fuckedd iit all up, i fucked it up annd xi'm sso sorry'i [sms] m so soryr [sms] plseea come home

[sms] will you ever forgive me for not letting you die? [sms] was that really so selfish? [sms] I guess it kinda was huh.

[sms] HEY [sms] haha just checking to see if you were there [sms] you're not [sms] tbh, i don't think you've really been there for over a year now

[sms] it's weird looking out into the stands and not seeing you anymore, i'm always looking for you [sms] alicia won't come to my competitions anymore

[sms] [message deleted] she told me i was driving her insane today [sms] [message deleted] I don't think there's anyone else who can handle me like you could  [sms] [message deleted] It's like??? I'm too much for everyone. [sms] [message deleted] God I hate it [sms] [message deleted] I hate me without you.

[sms] HEY!!  [sms] !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [sms] i landed it! like /at an actual competition/ [sms] the body varial i mean- you know, the one where— nah, i know you remember it, you always thought my stuff was cool [sms] alicia didn’t even wanna see the video when i got home [sms] i miss sharing things with you

[sms] I didn't know it was possible to feel this lonely.

[sms] I stiltl love you y'know [sms] fvuck [sms] why do i still love you??/

[sms] Haaaaappy birthday to you [sms] happy birthday to you, you look like a monkey [sms] and i miss you [sms] good song right??? [sms] it’s true (even the monkey part) [sms] I’m sorry i didn’t visit yesterday [sms] I just… i couldn’t stomach the possibility that you might still hate me.

[sms] so… it’s my birthday [sms] doesn’t really feel all that exciting without you here though

[sms] oh my god oh my god oh my GOD [sms] STASSI THEY SAW THE VIDEO [sms] like /Fox/ saw MY VIDEO [sms] AND they want me holy shit??? like ME [sms] ON THEIR TEAM

[sms] [message deleted] I don't know why I texted you about that. I duno, It's not like you've answered me once in 5 months. [sms] [message deleted] Alicia just wasn't excited [sms] [message deleted] I guess I just wanted to share it with someone

[sms] [message deleted] We broke up. Long story, not that it matters. I don't know if anything matters to you anymore.

[sms] jesus christ i miss you [sms] sometimes i miss you so much that i don’t know what to do with myself [sms] like so much that i forget how to be a person [sms] when are you coming home? [sms] please come home

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[austenwrites]

✆ for a morning text (Delynn), ✉ for a text that wasn’t sent (Santistassi), ⁇ for a drunk text (Santistassi), ø for a late night text (Estepiper), ✘ for a hateful text (Anyone!)

✆ - (sms) Wakey waakey, Lynniiieee.      (sms) We fell asleep on the phone again.      (sms) Did you know you talk in your sleep? Because you do.      (sms) And you said some pretty interesting things..⁇ - (sms) idont getit      (sms) wHats so special abouther???      (sms) she wears fuckng pant suits      (sms) adn blazers      (sms) fuckng PANTY HOse!!      (sms) who teh fuck does she think she is??? mrs doubtfire???      (sms) i bet yoiu money she has a pair of loafers in her closet      (sms) is that it??! does dressijng liek a 60 year old stock broker turn you on??ø - (sms) jhhjksaldasfSJDFs     (sms) That was Enzo saying goodnight. :)     (sms) And uh.. we miss you. A lot. Come back to us soon, okay?✘ - (sms) Emmaline let me in. I left a box of your shit on the bed. The ring is on your dresser.       (sms) Oh, and Gunnar?      (sms) I hope she was worth this.

[austenwrites]

SANTISTASSI, I know you sent me them but SHHH I want your answers too! ALSO, if it's not too hard since they're new, EstePiper!

Santistassi:

who controls the netflix account and what have they dominated the suggestions with by watching: Stassi doesn't watch much TV but when she discovers Santi has Netflix all bets are off. She has no patience to ever finish an episode or a movie so there's a ton of half watched stuff in their queue, mainly musicals and old classics.

who snores: I want to say Santi just because imagining Stassi waking up all grumpy and climbing on top of him and holding his nose shut to keep him quiet gives me so much life.

who has an embarrassing ringtone that the other calls them in public just to get to go off: They both probably do, because trolling each other is literally their favorite thing in the universe. She especially loves changing his ringtone and calling him later when she knows he's hooking up with someone.

who sleeps on the top bunk if given the chance: No matter what, Stassi would end up sneaking into bed with him in the middle of the night, so it doesn't really matter much to her.

who plays the piano at 6 in the morning to wake up the other: I have serious doubts that either of them would be up that early, unless it's a competition day for Santi. But they'd both do something like that just to annoy each other, as usual!

who has accidentally set something on fire by attempting to cook a birthday meal: I'm not too sure about Santi, but Stassi can't cook anything beyond warming up Spaghettios.. which means she's definitely set something on fire at least once in her rare attempts to cook. Looks like it's just birthday Spaghettios for you, Santi.

EstePiper:

who controls the netflix account and what have they dominated the suggestions with by watching: Este prefers listening to music over watching TV, so probably Piper. And I've got a feeling their suggestions would be filled with Animal Planet shows or documentaries on marine life, like Blackfish.

who snores: Este. Sometimes it got so loud that Santi had to leave their room and sleep on the couch. One of the perks of Este getting his own apartment.

who has an embarrassing ringtone that the other calls them in public just to get to go off: Piper would do it to Este. Definitely.

who sleeps on the top bunk if given the chance: Hmm.. maybe Piper? The top bunk freaks Este out. He's a baby.

who plays the piano at 6 in the morning to wake up the other: There's no way in Hell you'd ever catch Este awake that early -- he could probably spend most of the day napping if he didn't have to work (he certainly tries) SO probably Piper?

who has accidentally set something on fire by attempting to cook a birthday meal: Hmm, I think Este is fairly good at cooking, he learned a lot back home in Mexico. He definitely uses his skills to ~woo the ladies~ and so far it hasn't failed him, so again, maybe Piper!