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[sapphicblight]

underneath my skin is all you see by sapphicblight

Shane stuck his hand out. “Shane Hollander.” He waited for… well, he didn’t know what. A flicker of recognition. Possibly surprise? Delight was perhaps a bit much to hope for, but maybe some kind of excitement about meeting one’s soulmate, the same giddy feeling that was swirling in Shane’s stomach just from standing face to face. Ilya Rozanov gave him nothing. Just glanced between Shane’s face and his hand like Shane had offended him somehow, before finally taking it— —and promptly turning back around to light his cigarette.

In which Ilya Rozanov is the name on Shane's wrist, but Shane Hollander is not on Ilya's. key tags: soulmate au, emotional h/c, happy ending

[sapphicblight]

i know you found love (but baby that's no way to show it) by sapphicblight

He thought things were different now. That something changed that day in Boston. Ilya had asked him to stay, fed him and clothed him and held him, called him Shane and refused to let him run when his thoughts became too much. Shane had spiralled into a free fall, but then Ilya caught him, just like he always did. Wouldn’t let Shane go until Shane could meet his eyes and allowed Ilya to dry them. To hold his face and kiss it better, soft and tender and so unlike anything they’d ever shared before. This is good, yes? This. Us. We’re good?

In a version of events where Shane didn’t run after ‘tuna melt’ and thought it was a turning point in their situationship, he sees Ilya dancing with another woman at a club the next time the Raiders play in Montreal, and proceeds to get completely wasted.

key tags: drunken confessions, jealousy, defining the relationship

[sapphicblight]

get excited (try to hide it) by sapphicblight

No one's paying them any mind. No one, that is, but each other. Hues of blue, pink and purple cast shadows across Ilya's face, his eyes dark and blown with a grin like a shark that's scented blood. Fuck, Shane wants him. Shane's no dancer, but he's had nearly a decade of practice letting Ilya move him. Matching pace, following his rhythm, being what Ilya needs him to be. Shane notes how Ilya's shoulders roll into the swell of the instrumentals, how his hips swing in a way all too familiar to Shane. It's a filthy grind, a facsimile of sex, and Shane can only respond in kind.

In which being allowed to be seen with Ilya in public has awakened something in Shane.

(for the prompt: secret relationship)

key tags: (mild) exhibitionism, clubbing, car blowjobs, fluff & smut

[sapphicblight]

no one asked, but i thought it might be fun to list my planned prompt picks for my hollanov fics this year off this amazingly fun prompt list by my love @bluestjayy

the list will be updated to include links to the fics as they're posted every month + the current progress for those i'm already working on (:

JANUARY: different first meeting FEBRUARY: soulmate au MARCH: drunken confessions APRIL: secret relationship MAY: "is it worth breaking your vow over?" / intercrural (ACTIVE WIP) JUNE: first time JULY: omegaverse au AUGUST: fake dating SEPTEMBER: Gods & Goddesses au (active WIP) OCTOBER: Glory & Gore - Lorde (active WIP) NOVEMBER: Dom/sub DECEMBER: free pick

[kissporsche]

oop idk if i'm too late with this but HAP BIRTH!!!! 💖💖💖

Nope it's still my birthday!! Thank you so much 🥰🥰🥰